Hi. I failed my audition.
I just feel sad.
I'm not sad that I fail it.
I just feel that well I have no talents anymore.
I used to think that singing was my only talent.
And it was proven that it wasn't.

So,this is what I will say.
Screw this life.
I will stop pursuing music.
I have no talent in it anyway.

To have talents is something you are born with
Not something that you pick up along your way in life.
That would be called hobbies.



I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.


I thought this was a dreamed I dream.

Thanks God. Just thanks. You gave me nothing in this life and you expect me to live it.

Hey readers.My holidays are ending soon.I feel inspired watching movies about high school life.It reminded me of when I was in Secondary School.

Those days are just too much.

All of us have grown up to be young matured adults.

There are times where we might break down.
There are times when we are frustrated because we couldn't meet our expectations.

All of this are what we experienced each day when we are given a test.

We may be far apart.
We may be in different institution.
But the memories we had always stay within us.
It's time to forget about the past.

And to begin a new future.
A future that we might see one another again.
And also a future that we might not.
Time have changed.

And we have to adapt to it.
Because time doesn't wait for us.

So I'm movin' on.
And I hope when we do meet outside,
We could be friends once more,no longer strangers.

"Pain makes us stronger. Tears makes us braver. Heartbreak makes us wiser. We should thank the past for a better future.."


Here we are now
Everything is about to change
We face tomorrow as we say goodbye to yesterday
A chapter ending but the stories only just begun
A page is turning for everyone

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go
Wherever I go

So excited I can barely even catch my breath
We have each other to lean on for the road ahead
This happy ending is the start of all our dreams
And I know your heart is with me

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

Its time to show the world we’ve got something to say
A song to sing out loud we’ll never fade away
I know I’ll miss you but we’ll meet again someday
We’ll never fade away

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

Wherever, Wherever I go

Entitled "Wherever I go" By Miley Cyrus.

Hey readers. It has been a month or so since I last came here. Now is the holidays and it's been pretty busy in the past.

To become adaptable in a new environment takes time.The transition period is slow for me and I am still not fitting in yet.

I don't know why but I'm too distracted because of one particular event.
And so I've decided to just blog about it.It would just make that feeling go away.

I miss someone.
Someone special to me.
And I was a fool to let her go.
I thought that she would understand.
The pressure that I'm going through.
People's expectations.

Ever since that night,those words you said to me just keep playing back on my mind.
I have always tried my best not to hurt you.
I chose the right words to say to you.
And to you that three words that you were looking for was never there.

Neither of us have the perfect attitude.
But I didn't complain.
I accepted.

Yes.I don't know.
I never know things.
That is why I set out on this journey.
To find the Answers
For all my Questions.

As times passed,you became impatient.
And so we broke off our friendship.
You said It would haunt you.
But everyday it's haunting me too ever since that day.

I am losing my focus now.
But I shall stop.
I know that you are still hurt.
And I'm hurting deep down too.
I just don't show it.

I will just try my best to forget everything.
I don't expect you to forgive me either.

Well,Goodbye Girl.


Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!


That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

Chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,



Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

Chorus:
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me!!
Never should've let you go
That should be me


Entitled "That should be me" By Justin Bieber ft Rascal Flatts.


I just feel that my heart is half-empty without you in my life.