♥ I Will Miss You.

Hello Readers.Today's post is a personal note of myself.As we all know, the posting was announced few days ago.And it seems that we are really parting our ways.
Our enemies would become our best friends
Our best friends would become our enemies
Our normal friend would become distant
A stranger would become our friend or even more
It's sad that we have to decide our future by these courses in different polytechnics.And also giving up our friendship at the same time.Well maybe we could look at it in two ways.
Letting go of our old friends and finding new one
Reconnecting with them within the next three years and also find some new one.
Do some closure without socializing.
Friends are hard to find.Wait.Who am I kidding? Apparently they are. Friends that will be there for you when you are down..

In life,we do need friends if not family.At least someone that would support us.All of us needed help because we are not created as a being that could do everything,possessing every possible skill that exist in the world.
Each help is a gratitude that was offered and we should appreciate it by giving a word of thank you at the very least.We will go a long way if we have the right support to achieve our dreams.
A side note.Many of you are thinking of retaking your O Levels while enrolled in a tertiary institution.I don't really advise you to do that because to ace in an examination,we need two things.One is the fundamentals of the subject and the other one is concentration.Concentration is essential.
By committing to take another major examination while we are still trying to adapt to the new environment would put us in a tight spot.
Pressure.
Stress.

Since we know where we are posted.In a month time we would be receiving a letter from the respective institution,informing us about the details as a freshman to their school.
I will miss someone.I have already foreseen the outcome of the result.Although I wish our friendship could have been something more.
For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I’m so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry do can’t turn back time
I’m sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
I’m so sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you
Entitled " Sorry That I loved you"
[GD]
Tonaga
Yeah, finally I realize, that I'm nothing with you
I was so wrong, forgive me
[SR]
Ah~~
[TOP/GD]
Pado-chorom buswejin ne mam
Baram-chorom hundur-rinun ne mam
Yongi-chorom sarajin ne sarang
Munsin-chorom jiwe-jijiga anha
Hansuman tang-i kojira shi-jyo~o~o
Ne gasum-sogen monjiman sah-ijyo~o (Say goodbye)
[GD]
Nega obsin dan harudo mos sal-goman gata-don na
Sengak-gwanun daruge-do gurok-jorok honjajal sara
Bogo-sipdago bullo-bwado non amu dedab-obsjanha
Ho-dwen gide golo-bwado ijen soyong-obsjanha
[TOP]
Ne yope inun gu saram-i mwon-ji hokshi nol ul-lijin anunji
Gude nega bo-igin hanunji bolso sag da ijo-nunji
Jog-jongdwe daga-gagi-jocha malul-gol su jocha obso ete-ugo
Na holo gin bamul jise-ujyo subeg-bon jiwe-nejyo
[CHORUS]
Dola-bojiman-go tona-gara to narul chaji-malgo sara-gara
Norul sarang-hetgie hu-he-obgie jo-atdon kiog-man gajyo-gara
Gurok-jorok chama-bulman-he gurok-jorok gyon-dyo-nelman-e
Non gurol-surok hengbok-heya-dwe haru-haru mudyo-jyoga-ne
[GD]
Oh, girl, I cry cry
You're, my all (Say goodbye)
[SR]
Girul goda no-wana uri maju-chinda-hedo
Mot bonchog hagoso gudero gadon-gil ga-jwo
[DS]
Jakuman ye sengak-i to-oru-myon amado
Nado mule gudel chaja-galji-do mula
[GD]
Non nul gu saram-gwa hengbok-hage non nul nega darun mam an moge
Non nul jagun milyon-do an namke-kum jal jine-jwo na boran-dushi
[TOP]
Non nul jo hanul-gati ha-yage dun gurum-gwado gat-i sapara-ge
Non nul gure-ge uso-jwo amu il obsdus-i
CHORUS
Dola-bojiman-go tona-gara to narul chaji-malgo sara-gara
Norul sarang-hetgie hu-he-obgie jo-atdon kiog-man gajyo-gara
Gurok-jorok chama-bulman-he gurok-jorok gyon-dyo-nelman-e
Non gurol-surok hengbok-heya-dwe haru-haru mudyo-jyoga-ne
[DS/SR]
Narul tona-so mam pyonhe-jigil (Narul itgo-so sala-gajwo)
Gu nunmul-un da marul-teni, yeah (Haru-haru jini-myon)
[TY]
Charari manaji anha-dora-myon dol apul-tende, hmm~
Yong-wonhi hamke-haja-don gu yagsog ijen
Chuog-e mudo-dogil bare baby nol we-he gido-he
CHORUS
Dola-bojiman-go tona-gara to narul chaji-malgo sara-gara
Norul sarang-hetgie hu-he-obgie jo-atdon kiog-man gajyo-gara
Gurok-jorok chama-bulman-he gurok-jorok gyon-dyo-nelman-e
Non gurol-surok hengbok-heya-dwe haru-haru mudyo-jyoga-ne
[GD]
Oh, girl, I cry cry
You're, my all, say goodbye bye
Oh, my love, don't lie lie
You're, my heart, say goodbye
TRANSLATION
Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~
[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
[GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out I miss you?
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye?
[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won?t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won?t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
[YB] It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye
Entitled " Haru Haru"

Since both of us are posted to different institution,our relationship would become stagnant.Overtime it would be distant.And by the end of our education,we no longer meant anything to each other.Never meeting each other face to face once more.
Just to pursue our education.Our passion.We have to give up things that we never thought we would.We used to say:
We will be friends forever
Till death do us apart.
Don't forget me.
Call you later.
Text Me.
See you tomorrow.
Okay the second sentence sounded like a wedding vow. Anyway,I will miss you.To my eyes,you are something special even if you say you are not.
I will let you go even if I can't live without you.

If we really love a person,we should let them go.
And only adore them from afar.
Biting our tongues with regrets.
Wishing that we were with them again.
Next Post "Valentine."
♥ Result Day.



Hello Readers.It's already the 4th of January.Few more days would be the release of our result,the GCE 'O' Level Examination.This topic was suppose to be posted in January 1st but due of my body was feeling fatigue and sore, I had to postpone it to today.Well,I had a day job on that day.With bruises on my hand that is in the recovering process.
We have graduated.We have come so far.Now is the time for us to part our ways.It's fun while it last.Now is another milestone to another world.A world that would determines our future.
Today's topic would be "Gamble."
Many of us never really realize that we did this often.Let me give you guys a scenario.
Friend A:Hey.Wanna Go Out?
Friend B:No Thanks.
Friend A:Why? Go Out Please.
Friend B:No Thanks. Seriously.
Friend A:!!! Next time I won't ask you out anymore.
Friend B:Mmm..Fine
That's a first scenario.The next one.
Friend A:Hey.Do you think this is cute?
Friend B:Uhh.Yeah.I guess.
Friend A:You wanna buy it with me? We will have a matching pair!
Friend B:Yeah sure..Pfft..
We gamble in this scenario.The thing that was at stake was relationship with our friends.If we give in,it would bond us even closer.If we back out,it would become distant.Sometimes we are in a tight spot to decide between who to choose to go with or the right choice.As such,we tend to struggle.And sometimes we may say the wrong things due to frustration.
All of us have limits of frustration.And some really can't demand so much from another person when they are in a tight spot.You may want people to agree with you or go with your ways but you never spare a thought for their opinions,views and feelings towards it.
If they do not want to go,they would decline politely.Being persistent isn't really good either in such cases.Eventually they might say yes but they would not enjoy the outing,would they?
I tend to get depress as time goes by.It would be like mood-swing.Sometimes,I want that someone special to be with me but I am able to control that urge because I know the limits.It's the same.We must control our emotions and feelings and not allow it to get the best of us.No one would love to wreck relationship right?
Well.Since it's January.Let me post my New Year Resolution.
To have some meat in me.
To find that special someone.
To be loved.
To forget the past.
Initiate my 3 Year Life Plan.
I know that this might not happen but is it wrong for a person to keep dreaming?
I love to dream and it just motivates me to look forward to tomorrow and forget the yesterday.
(Sam Tsui)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
(Christina Grimmie)
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
(Sam Tsui)
I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.
My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.
(Together)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
(Christina Grimmie)
When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?
Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.
Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.
I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong...
(Together)
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.
Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)
Nooo... Ohhh...
It was only just a dream.
This song was originally sung by Nelly but I prefer another version.It's on the sidebar.The one that sing this was Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie with the instrument played by Kurt. You can check their other videos in Youtube.It's called "Just a Dream"
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town says he'll, love my forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need them, oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
This song entitled 'If I die Young" by the Band Perry. Our life is short.There are illness that could even shorten a person's life.We should live it to the fullest.And we should be calm.Sometimes when people die,their words would finally be understood by the living.
I will keep dreaming and waiting for that right one.
Tranquil & Serenity.A Gamble.