Hey readers.It has been a long time since I have last posted here.About two weeks.And next week would be 'O' Level MT Paper.The intensive is quite fun than I expected.

Anyway,Mid Year was over.And I believe that there is always room for improvement.For now,I just want to concentrate on my MT.
Do it once and do it well.
Even though I might not ace the paper,it is the effort that counts.

I am not sure what to continue.So many things had happened.And the only way I am expressing my feeling is through music.
[P.S It's under my jukebox section.]

I am a forgiving person.I would never hold grudges.I would apologize for any mistakes that I had made to any of you.

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

Entitled "Cry" by Kelly Clarkson.A friend of mine introduce it to me.The song is well-conversed.Well,you all can pushed your blame to me.I don't really mind.Because I had face much more than this.But hey,this is my life.And I can't compare to any of yours.We had our own bitterness.And some would just keep on continuing it.To suffer in pity.

I just want to get my mind of it.

Let's go to my past.

When I was young,people did not want to become my friends.They neglected me.And it was just because I cried.To them,I am a guy and yet I cried.Well,tell me who didn't cry when they were young.Okay maybe I've cried too much.And the reason is that I was just feeling lonely.I have no way to express my emotion properly.Sometimes I just feel why are they picking on me instead of other people..

Anyway,my childhood is too pathetic to talk about.Suicide,Crying in the night,Feeling so left out,Abandoned,Bullied,Mocked,Insulted.

For one thing I know,my bitterness would never end.And that fact I'm willing to accept wholeheartedly.

Hey readers.Today I'm gonna touch about my addiction on face-book.And I will stop the addiction probably by tonight.Will spend less than 30 minute on it and start revising for my O level.

I could go on for days without consuming any food or drinks.Okay not really.But I would just delay my meals to the later part of the day.That's pretty bad and unhealthy.Games can really be addictive.Yes I know and just like drug once you are addicted,its hard to put your mind off it.But face-book and drugs are two different scenario.You get the idea.Anyway,I would really like to put an end to this.I stopped an addiction of going into a game website.So I believe that I could do the same for face-book.

Even though,I still could not blame face-book for being so attractive.It is my fault for deluding myself to it.After reading some reference material,senior years could really be something that bottled our neck up.And time management is a priority during these time.And face-book is out of the time.

Well,this entry is a reminder that I should stop using Face-book and start revising seriously!
As in concentrate!

I'm gonna say this.

Bon Voyage Face-Book.

Hey readers.It have been a pretty hectic week.Few more papers to go.I have finally recover.Well,I can say that with different motto in my mind.I am now standing stronger and firmly.

Well yesterday,I was panting heavily.I thought there was something wrong with me.And I have no clue what triggered it.It seemed that I am fine right now.And that is all that matters.

When I look at the past pictures,I remembered my past.A past which I did not intend to remember.But well it came,and those were the times that I did not have a happy childhood.Those were my miserable moments.But I have move forward even if my life were at stake.I would always wished that my life would just end.I cried and cried.And it just keeps on repeating itself.I never really get tired of crying until I admit to Secondary School.

I understood my goals now.And would continue to pursue it.I will always forgive the people around me no matter what you had done to me.Even if you had embarrassed me before,I am willing to forgive you.Because there is no point holding a grudge over you.We live in this life to do what we can and not finding unnecessary burden to add on.

I would really like to thank a friend of mine.He has always been there for me when I needed the most and respected my time to console myself.Well,he is someone who could really inspire me and I'm aspire by his words to strive for my goals!