I had finally broke down.And I felt pathetic.I just reflect myself a thing or two.I am still confuse about it.My mind tell me that I should just give it up and get a job.After numerous attempts,I have seen that "F" was already in me.And I had just been avoiding it.

I have to accept that fact and just stop what I'm doing right now.I have to admit that I am sensitive.It is ridiculous but it is what that made me.I know that I can easily be used,taking advantage on,abuse,back-stabbed,fooled,cheated,bluffed,tricked.I am just tired with all of these.I am just a fool to let you guys tricked me.

I have decided to just cease from that class!

Hey readers.What a week!Barely had enough time to have some proper rest.Anyway,my condition is pretty much stable.Thanks to the drugs.

Night Class for this week had been wrapped out yesterday night.It was tiresome.But it was worth it.Since this year is the Os,my allowance had been cut short because it was directed to some other purpose.Well,I gotta survive using my savings until my Os are over.

Don't you think the picture above is just amazing? I think it is.Let's continue on.I've seen so many things happening again and this time I could not really change them.Because changes rely on each individual decision.Though,I think only a strong influence or impact could make them change for the better. Mid Year Examination is starting this following week. Managed to finish up most of my subjects.

Tell me.What are feelings?

When I'm distracted or stress,I just listen to music.It is a great way to relax.And I would just forget it away.Songs are pretty motivating! And the rhythm is just unresisting to beat with.Will add some song on the jukebox~

I'm not sure what we do is right.Intervention is something way out of the line.I tried to think it over and over of the outcome but it still doesn't look good on both parties.The probability is slightly imbalance since actions were already taken.

We are different individuals.And we have a life to move on.Even,if we look at the possibility or the plausibility of it.It is still ain't gonna work.No matter how persistent we could be,we would either end up getting it or just crying over it.Life is cruel.And it just revolves around us.Who could we lie?

Night class was awesome! Only two days of it and I felt it was just great.And hey readers.

Anyway,I pretty much love night class.The atmosphere is quite cooling and we could just put our mind off and entwine together to understand one another better.It was quite fun.I think.But the most important thing is to study and I got a thing or two about humanities.Well,tomorrow would be the revision for my other subjects in the library.

I am kind of disappointed.First of all,you consulted me before.And now we had drifted apart.But you kept on complaining to me.Let me ask you,what you gonna do about it? I cannot force you to change but only I could just advice you.

Someone told me something.And I pretty much realized something.Have I been rather in the way to all the opportunity that was destined for.Mmm.Maybe.Well thanks for the heads up.

11 more days to MYE.

Study Smart and Not Study Hard!

Hey readers.I have been less active as the Mid Year Examination are drawing closer.I had received a few tips from my friend.And it seems that it could just work for now.After a week of studying in school,I am just drained.

Night Class are starting pretty soon.It would be awesome,I hope.A peaceful night to just self study and staying away from distractions.I am planning to brush up my Humanities as that is my weakest subject.I will never give it up even if I had failed numerous times during the tests.It might be a great disappointment to me but if you fall you just had to pick yourself up and try again.There is no harm trying right? Failure is a stepping stone to success if we keep on persevering!

I find it rather pointless to have a re-test on the same question.I am wondering.Should I do it or not? Is it because I made so many careless mistake that this test was arranged?I really sympathize with you as you are pressurize with taking the first batch of the graduating class.

There are times when we should have fun,eat or talk in class.And there are times to just listen to what the teacher is talking.We kept on blaming that the teacher is not good or lousy. Think. We are just keep on giving excuses. And that excuses is just wasting our time when we could instead just go and learn some other stuff.

No matter how hard you had been through,your life is way better than mine.You just don't see the light.It is hard to be someone to guide the innocent.But if you are firm,it would never be.Everyone wants to pursue their future.And your capability is beyond of what you thought.Have you even think to try about it?

Nothing Ventured Nothing Gained.

Hey.School has been pretty bad lately.With humanities that I kept on failing test after the other.

I know what you are trying to say even if you are not saying to me directly.We should always persevere even if we had failed numerous times.And that's what I'm gonna do.

I want to change my place seriously~ The place I'm sitting could give me the opportunity to fall asleep.The corner,cozy,near the door seat.

CCAs have finally resumed and still thinking over the two events for this year.

Okay,well something happened.I am shocked about two different individual who told me two different stories.
Actually I hate these type of situation as it just complicates the matter even worse.Well,I had to really read between the lines to solve this one.

Had a day to slack off.It was great.The cool breeze at the dark sky with melodious tune filling up the atmosphere.I became a counselor to a friend since he looked like he needed one.You know to share someone else burden just like crying when they are.A friend.I myself am deciding.Should I see a counselor myself? Problems are just too much I guess.

Today we will touch a topic which is quite famous in schools."Cheating!"

After seeing many people cheating on their tests,I keep on wondering what is the purpose of it or the glory in it..To achieve a better grade than those that studied just by cheating? And be proud of it as you are considered the "smart" one. We are given a purpose in school and that is to study but never to cheat.

Many people derive lots of meaning to it.Cheating is not really called cheating but it is just a way to work between each other together or helping one another.I don't know but I'm sure that there are a lot more definition that was created by students.

In a test,what is the point of it for giving it in the first place if we just copy blindly without understanding and apply it to our own contextual knowledge..I really despise such character to exist.And it is true that no one had ever cheated before but cheating also does comes with a limit.And that limit had to be minimized to a near zero.

You could just apply a job as a copywriter since you are best at it.

You always thought that we could always fool the eyes of the teacher.Maybe they were sleeping or they just pretend not to see it.But deep down you will feel a guilt coming to you.Even if you don't,cheating is already wrong and by this age everyone should knows it very well.

April is here and I am still trying to figure out something.Well that sums up today post.

Till the next time.

P.S:I just wanted someone to understand between the words I said.Read between the lines! During the night,I just wanted a hug =( Maybe,it could have changed the outcome but I guess I asked for too much...Just give me some time to get a grip.