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Its 2PM.
Jun Su, NichKhun, Taec Yeon, Woo Young, Jun Ho, Chan Sung.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 9:59 PM
♥ Wishing
Hey readers.Today I basically figure out how to read notes.Pretty simple just by looking at it.Well,I am here blogging since I have finish all homework for today and are left to memorize humanities test for tomorrow.

Okay basically I put up random pictures and I try to make it relevant to the topic I am talking in each entry.But the problem is that the picture keep on disappearing and I have to search for a new one to replace it.

Tomorrow school will be as normal.

I have this bad feeling being around you.Sometimes I tried to hide it so that you would not notice.I heard rumors and stories about you.And I sometimes could not believe that such people still exist in this world.You would make me be in amazement and sometimes puzzled my thinking.You are one of a kind.A kind that should repent.

I learn something over the past few days.Trust No One!.Okay well I have observed something.People would make use of the things you said.Even if you think that it might not be wrong,they could turn the tides around.We could never underestimate anyone here because we have never met for two month and who knows what kind of skills or knowledge they had picked up along the way..

I know what I need to know and that is enough.I am in no position to be a complacent student to you..

Tomorrow,we will have to write another essay I guess.The topic would be dreams.What is my dreams?.Well,it will be a tough essay for me.To support my parents,To enjoy bachelorhood,Achieve an education? Get a good result in 'O's is a definite must! Maybe it's relating to my dream when I'm asleep.If I could write that,there will be a bunch of stories to it!

That's the end of my post.Good night readers!

Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 8:10 PM
♥ Broken

Hello readers.I have some dire news.I feel that my shoulder which is on the left is just out of place.Seriously.I woke up this morning and I was moaning for pain.Don't think that I was referring to other things.Anyway,I could barely sleep last night.The pain was rather painful this morning compared to now which already have subsided for a while.I hope that it's just an over work tissue muscle or something not so serious.

Putting that aside..

This week there is another change to our time table.Let it be fixed for once.We are going to end our first month of this year already.

The intensive revision is not going so well as I picture it.I need to improve and discipline myself.What should I say.Mmm.So far,lesson were pretty boring as usual.And I think I forgot what I should blog about beside than my shoulder.

Well I'm off for a run! Maybe something will inspire me out there..If not,too bad..

Well I am back since an hour.It was a rather nice scenery.And nothing did happen at there as I hope it would.So basically I would end this entry by the following paragraph:

This year our time are really scarce compared to last year.I can see that your playfulness is trying to unveil on your character.I am in no rights to deny your actions nor I could condemn it if I would.It is your choice to make for your future and I am always be there if you need help.For now,we have gone our separate ways.And barely communicate in a locked closed room.Maybe it is for the best.You have most of the friends there and I have a certain number.

That's it! See Ya!

Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 7:40 PM
♥ Bad Luck
Hello readers.It had been a while.There are many things that had happen lately.Some were after school matters like CCA and some were during school.Though there are some that are at home.Well,I could not really balance into all of this at one time and I would just drag one of the other to a different atmosphere.

Anyway,today.I had some really bad luck here.First of all school start and it was so obvious that it is going to rain and yet we are still having morning assembly.It's a good thing that it didn't start to pour yet.Well when we reach to our class it was worse than expected.And something happen during class and I was at fault.I find it rather shocking.And I was being over-paranoid for the whole day.Though,the thing got fixed thanks to my classmates.Appreciate their help.Well I got bruises from it and some scratch mark for my stupid action.I deserve it...

Next lesson was another mishap,an acid was about to spill and I knocked on my friend's apparatus.It broke -.-.Pathetic.After that,I was being more and more paranoid about these two things.One of my friend told me that I should stop acting this way.Uhh.Well I did few hours later.

Well that's all.I should go and cleanse myself. =.=|| . I hate today!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 7:51 PM
♥ Welcome to my life.
Another day has come to an end.And today was the first time that I had no homework since the past week.So many misunderstanding have happen between all that surrounded me.I once told you that something will happen and you don't really see the obvious.Even I take all the trouble to message you about it.And you did not react to it.Now is just too late.There is always a mediator in this situation and this time it is not me to do it.I will be an oppressive side until the truth is out.In other words I will be stubborn.Or I would just forget about it and move on with my life.The third choice sounds better.Well,third choice it is.

We have reached the age of maturity.And we should start behaving like one.It is good to just have a good laugh and relax for once after all the work we had done.And sometimes there are problem that are needed to reassess with proper ways and not just put it aside letting it rot away..

It seems that you don't really give an understanding to what I am trying to show.I have told you once and that will be it.I have no intention to persist in this matter and would just continue what I am doing.It is wrong some of you say.But for once.Hear my side of the story.If I am the only voice that believe in justice,I will still persevere till the end.

My grades are dropping dramatically.And I am beginning to hate my life once more.This is natural occurrence I presume.And this time there will be no one to save me.

Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 12:42 AM
♥ Lesson Learn

Since the last few days,I have learn so much things.Some were based on reality while some were just a made up fiction.I could not really stop watching these videos as they gave me a new life.A new beginning and to forget all those past unhappiness.It felt like a good beginning is ahead for me.It gave me the motivation and encourages me to strive for the better future ahead.Though,the past still remains.

All of us should respect and be kind towards one another because we are all connected.We understand the needs to help others.That initiative.Even if it were to be a single individual,it still shows that we are still connected as the human race.And we should never torment our race so lowly unless it had to be done.Some of us might be the one scolding another person's lack of ability and why would we waste time instead by helping them to make it innovative.We have to help one another and realize them their mistakes.

Well.Honestly right now I just feel motivated to do anything to its fullest.Life is like a roller coaster and there is no point dwelling over it.Having this mindset could bring any of us ahead.We are for who we are and no one is perfect by nature!

Being Prudence..

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 6:04 PM
♥ Fooled
Hello readers.

I have figured out something rather disturbing.I don't know if you would call it that.The story starts like this..

Each day I sense the presence of a fake mask that you tried to put on.You never really want to face the truth or maybe the reality that this world had offered to not only you but all of us.You would always avoid the subject when I tried to bring it up to you face to face.And yet you would always approach me through other methods of communication.You wanted to change to your previous life.And I would never stand in your way of your choice.But everytime your actions keep showing me that you still want the life that you currently are living..You have act rashly without thinking it thoroughly in a situation without even thinking who might be affected by your actions.We have lost trust in one another and I can see that you are just thinking for your own sake..And all of us are just fool by you.

Alright that's about it.I don't really like to talk about people and would just focus on the world.Global warming,Air Pollution etc etc.

Anyway,today have been another great day to wake up at 8.00am before going to school.I was rather lazy on waking up this morning and it was a good thing I wasn't late even though people find it weird that I lived so close to it and could be late.Well that's me.

Yesterday intensive revision was a failure since I got tired after finishing up my homework and today would be another attempt for it.Well that's it guys.

See Ya!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 3:10 PM
♥ Lies

Today is already the start of the second week and I find it rather disappointing.It is not about my mathematics result but it's about someone.We could be the best of friends for a moment and become enemies for a second.Regardless of your persistence,it could never get the best out of me.Here we are finding ways to succeed in our secondary life and some that seems that they are still not serious about it.

The intensive revision should start today well basically home study.For the first time I'm doing like this..I got to aim higher and there is always room for improvement for the things which I lack of and this was the time I was doing at home.Usually I would just watch anime and just hear music.And now is the time to focus on my language because it would make much of a difference.

We know how good you are.And we know what you have done.We respect for who you are.There are times when you need to be serious.And it is true there are times we should just enjoy our last and final year of our secondary life again.Once more we would bid our final goodbye to our "friends".Everyone is unique in their own special ways.Nothing more Nothing less.Some are full of courteous act while some are just laid-back..We are different and should never be complacent even at a time like this.

There is really no point using our N level points with the O level standard.The gap is too wide and we were mistakenly tricked by it.Time is running short this year and more topics are just being stuff in our heads.Could we even handle the situation when WE are the one that would be taking the result on the upcoming January 2011.Will we shed what you call Crocodile Tears? Or be joyous for what we get in the near future...

What should we or maybe I even do..Adapt is the only word i could think of..

Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 5:54 PM
♥ Trust
Isn't this picture just cute.You won't be alone rabbit.I think.Let me hug you.*Hug*

Right anyway.Here's the story for today.

Went for Poly visits bla bla bla.Walk here walk there and I'm interested in a rather specific course.Though they never show on their website itself.Have to work hard to get into that course.I'm not sure if I am passionate about it.It could only be just my desire..

Sometimes I told your dirty little secrets to you and it seems that you act too rashly about it.As a friend,I would always advice you and just find the truth about the incident before jumping to conclusion.Your act could jeopardize the people that were involved which is their trust and friendship between one another.It is true that you are older than me by age and I see no difference in your thinking about handling these type of situation.Let it be a lesson and hope that it would not repeat once more...

Alright Readers! Enough of talking serious.First of all,I don't think I would be applying for Direct Polytechnic Admission(DPA).And that is because I don't have a talent that is rather relevant to the course that I'm interested in.

Second of All.Anyone that is reading this and own an 'O' level notes/books no longer in use can donate it to me? I'm looking for subjects like Mathematics,Principle of Accounts,Science (Physics/Chemistry). Even if the science is pure syllabus,I don't mind.If you have notes that focus on language and you think it's useful I don't mind taking it either.Drop me a message at the chatbox/msn/facebook/SMS.

Tomorrow will be the start of the second week and let's gear up things the way it should! The Orientation was a success in some way.Well I screw up most of it.And I humbly apologize for my mistakes.It is a brand new day tomorrow and it is good to start a new.Afresh.

Well that's all.Signing Off.

P.S Good luck to all 'O' level candidates for tomorrow results!

See Ya!

Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 8:24 PM
♥ Ending
Finally it is going to be the last day of the first week of school tomorrow.This week is just so packed with Secondary 1 Orientation along with supplementary classes and also activities after school.Tomorrow would be another long day and would probably end up home either at 6 or 7pm.And I'm here typing away just after the visit to Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

I'm wondering what course I should take.Cause I have no interest in the course they are offering and yet I'm thinking of applying DPA.

I have nothing to talk about really.Just that it's been too busy and I hardly notice anything during and after school.Next week going to start a different routine than this week.And hope that it would benefit everyone.

Sianx.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 2:35 PM
♥ Inadaptable
School has been pretty rough and it is only the second day.The first day of school start of yesterday by the pouring of teardrops from the sky and everything was pretty much fine.Briefing about everything on the first day.

And yet today was the start of the first lesson.It was pretty much boring that I could really felt asleep during class.Maybe it is because it's too comfortable.Anyway,I got scolded pretty much lately.From parents and teachers.I could barely understand anything during physics lesson.Maybe I'm not ready to adapt since Secondary 2 of her last teaching.

And soon I have to go and water the plants. O.O That's for now.Will update tomorrow..

Tomorrow will have another briefing about these rumored "8 page rule".Tune in tomorrow.

Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 9:42 PM
♥ Insecure
Happy New Year readers.Ugh.I'm pissed off right now.Many of you guys would say about why I tend to get over react on little things.Well this is because this is me and nothing could change that.You can gossip whatever you want.I am for what I am.And nothing could change that fact.I find it rather pathetic when we are the one on the ground begging for help when none is offered.It felt like we stoop so low to that level.

Let me be direct.I feel that trusting my friends just keep on getting harder.I don't know who feels guilty but I'm stating what I feel and it is true.Ever heard that "Even the smallest deed could bring about another person's happiness".Okay maybe you guys never heard of it before.Maybe it never even exist.I don't know!

I don't want talk about it anymore.I would type shit language if I did.

I never try so hard just to be the person to worry about small little things for a period of time.Sometimes the actions you guys made just make me worried sick.Well why? Cause I'm your friend and I care about your concern.And now it seems you guys don't give a damn about it to my face or behind my back.

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Name: Tirmuzi;
Nickname: Takuya;
Birthday: 29 September;
Horoscope: Libra
Location: Singapore;
School: SGSS Pri(1998-2004)Sec(2005-2010).
Temasek Polytechnic
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Loyal;
Gullible;
Understanding;
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Friendly
Emo at times
Forgiving
Humble

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Milkshakes;
Cotton Candy
VitaSoy;
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Day-Dreaming;
Relaxing;
Listening to Music
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SoyaBean
Dutch Lady Milk

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Remember my Childhood;
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