Today I saw the news about a cat being abuse by us.Well not entirely us but is still our kind.It is easy to tarnish the name of our kind.Just by abusing one cat.Who would have the heart to do that.Animals have the right to live with us and they have been the one that always been there for us.Yet what do we do in return,we abuse to our own likings.We never appreciates them right.Well your reasons might be.
They don't even understand us.
They got no feelings.
They have no brain.
Have you once ever thought.If they really have no feelings why are they even there for us.Like when we needed our friend the most they aren't.That is because they understood what we were going through even if they cannot communicate with us.We shared the pain with them.We might be in a corner trying to comfort ourselves with them by our side.Someone that cares.Even if they were an animal,they are still a living thing.

I found rather pitiful towards that cat.After trying to struggle just to break through from a string tied around its neck to a water pipe.How cruel is that.Let me ask all of you.Do you guys even know the line between us and them.Where is our human dignity?!It is truly getting worse and worse.We!.We are too competence with things.Wanting to be superior,filthy rich,smart,good-looking.So what does that show if you have a very rotten attitude towards these animals.You are way too low to regard as a human with self-respect.You are the bottom of this very root that we stand on.Maybe even lower.Such Despicable Act!

Our kinds have just really lost it.The love of the things around us.Appreciation.Nature.Animals.I cannot believe it either.I just wish that retribution should befall on such act..They are innocent to carry the burden of ours.They don't deserve to breathe in the harmful gas we produce.They never asked to be abuse.They are alone in this world you know.They are not some monstrous creature which would bite you just from a single touch..Jeez..What is wrong with you people!.Even if you are angry.You shouldn't take your anger out on them.WAKE UP AND REALIZE IT.They did nothing wrong!!They all just wanted affection from us.Is it so hard?!We just complain so much,don't we?.We also have lost our sympathy towards one another..That is why it is hard to show to other kinds..

I am referring to "we" including me and you readers as well because all of us are of the same kind.Even if we did not commit those acts,we would have to carry that bad name along us..

"What have we become..Are we the monster from the start.."

Hello readers.It has been a few days since I last logged on here.Let's start.A sunflower which brings a smile to people life but at this period it is bringing the opposite.Everywhere is facing such problem even making a place so dire for things to move.So much days have passed and all of us are just carrying our life as normal work or without them.I have a feeling this is going to be a short post.

It is 3.32am here and I am typing away.I have seen all of you grew up since the last few years and we have bonded so much.All the bitterness we went through and the differences we put aside.Even if they did came back to haunt us.No one wants to lose a friend out here right.You might have shared a secret with them.But to you is a secret and to them is just nothing.Or you rely on them to reap its rewards.Whatever it is I'm not interested.

All of us in this world are still divided into groups.Groups that still torments one another.For example,the rich and the poor living on the same district.And by poor I mean their accommodation,jobs,food etc.And in school usually the popular and the not so popular.I am not trying to make a fuss out of it just to make all readers realize some values in it.It is true that we have the rights to choose who we want to be and be what we want to.No one is stopping you and neither am I.But in each individual groups there is always a certain of them pick on the weaklings.To you is enjoyment..Laughter..Entertainment.But to them.Embarrassment,Hurt,Depression.Yet all of you would say "It wouldn't hurt,it was just merely a joke".To you is a joke but what does it mean to them.We can really affect someone else personality if we are not careful with out actions towards them.Not all of us have the same thinking.For instance,you might think life is good while there is someone out there contradicts it..

I have hope the best for you.Because you are my friend.Everyone knows the limit of friendship.But that limit could always exceed beyond expectation.It is up to an individual to do that.No one can force them to do so.It is a person willingness.I hope that all of you are well from this holidays.It might just be a day we meet once more.But everyday we would remain contactable.Just by a dial away..

Well that mess is clear up for now.And I would assume life would go on as per normal.And I have found a deep meaning towards my identity.To understand myself better without being acknowledge by anyone.It is a good thing that I turn to it as it makes me calm once more.Just like a flower it brings about serenity to it's dull surrounding.It has given me a new way of hope to everything that life had offer me.

Things that are done always remain in this world and no matter how far we try to erase or hide it away from the truth.It can never be done.Because someone out there is able to outwit the culprit as they believe that justice is mightier than a crime.No matter the quantity or the risk of it,once it is called a crime it remained as one.We have live in such a great society.Well at least it is better than before.Would you rather get a death sentence just by doing a theft.I doubt anyone would.Even if I say that this society has improve,there is always room for improvement and taking things into consideration.Maybe predictions perhaps.Because of so many predictions that had been made,it often misled from the rest.And by then our civilization would go off into dust..

The sign of the end of days have already been shown.If only an Intel was within my reach,it would be easier to monitor everything..

Putting that aside,we are left with a month and a half for next year intake.Although our results are still not yet announce to us,it would in the near future.I don't think people would really want to wait that long just to get their result.And none of us are focus about work as we are too worried of the outcome on the result.This situation is different if an individual could not be bothered two months back..

I am glad I guess.I have found myself again.And I have to bear in mind.The morality that had been taught to me since I was young...It is somewhat a part of me.And has always been the pillar of my mentality..

I am just feeling frustrated about everything even if I try to condone your actions.It always can't be done.It is like in my head and everywhere I turn to I am always being reminded of it.There are so many things that I am expecting for it and it just keep failing to appear right there when I was looking forward on that day.

Just like a withered rose,my life is like a mess and I need to find its root growth.To start anew or holds a straight growth with the right amount of everything to balance it off.I am never putting the blame on anyone on this mess.It happens and so I must clear it up.It takes time.I hope all of you understand and give me that essence of time..

The world cataclysm which predicted on 2012 or in other words shown in the movie "2012" holds varies of emotion.It could happen and it could not.But one thing for sure,we should not be misled by our own selfishness.Even when you said that you are the smartest people or richest person in the world,everyone receive that life that god had given us which we have earn equally to prove with our priceless deeds in this world.Everyone deserves to live.There is a slight chance that it could really happen on that day.That is what I think but it is only a slight chance.There are so many theories and yet never proven of the prediction and it just keep on coming weeks by weeks.Galactic Alignment.Earth Crust Displacement.Tsunami.Earth-Quake.Yellow Stone Eruption.Solar Flare Radiation from the Sun.Pole Shift.We are left with 3 years from now..

Many people are just leaving for their own self-interest and I am just too caught up within the relationship which causes me to express emotion which I should not have bothered with.I have to stay focus and stay out of it.Only for certain reasons there will be an exception.If not my life would just be a mess.Maybe this is the root cause of my today's frustration.Since I know it,I'm gonna back down of it..

Even if I said that humans have done too many terrible things to this world.Even still this is our world and to survive we must work together in order to do so.There is always a flaw in every cataclysm and the solution to just get out of it.Nothing in this world can deliver such perfect outcome.If you say there is,there are often works behind the curtain which we don't know of..

You told me that you have done your best to nurture us.And you are willing to let us go.But when I look into your eyes,it holds another emotion.It felt like your tears could just at any moment roll down from your cheek.Even if they were not really our blood and flesh,they still holds the characteristic in the generation.And when they are really gone,how will you react..This is another example why I am just too caught up with relationship even if it was an exception..

"Fighting till end to save humanity.We must never submit."

There are times when you said that you would be my friend until the end of our life in this world.It all seems so surreal and everything has its limit and so does our relationship.You told everyone that we had something more than just that.But right now,I do not know what you are feeling.Do you want to go to the extent to break what we had before just because of this typical incident..Only a few knows the true meaning of the word love and the result never fail to come right before us..We know that you do not wish to accept it and would want to be someone you are not.This shows something..you have completely lost control of who you are..The true meaning of you.Your purpose.Don't tell me you came to this world just to find a soul mate only..Well if it is,just wake up for once..

You might say its the end of everything and you might say it is pointless to live on.And a lot have end their life just because of it.But do you realize something..Everything can be obtain at any point of time and only one thing that is really precious and have its only one chance,your life.We live in a society that really just have its cold truth.No one is brought up perfectly and can deliver your every demands.That is why we reconcile with one another to satisfy with one of the other needs.Even if it is not all at least some were honored..We can atone for our mistakes and find new beginning in our life..But if we were to change our attitude,you are like changing everything which describe you..I know I cannot change for what you want to be.But as a friend,I would like you to take on the good path in life..I have been on the other path and it is worse than what you are going through..Just listen and Heed for once..

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

This song entitled "It ends tonight" by the All American Rejects.I do not want to go into detail what is the meaning of this song.If you understand it,that is good basically it is referring to the paragraph above the lyrics.No one could no longer help you if you yourself do not want to help yourself.It is my fault that I never made you realize your mistake even though it's too late..This post is not meant to make you feel even worse but as the actual fact of what you are doing right now..

"There is no time to make such mistakes as there are bigger problems we have to tackle with.."

Everyday I keep seeing so many typical relationship either going up or down the drain.Though I myself do not have one,it seems quite logical what to do during such situation.Many of you would say that you cherish the one that you have forge the relationship with but everytime I would always ask you one question.How much are you expressing to them?It is true that gift can bring about someone happiness but only the thoughts that count.It doesn't matter if you are rich or poor because anyone could forge that relationship.All of us have memories which is priceless.Nothing could be bought above them.And nothing could be change once its stored..

I see these light bulbs which glows light colors in it.Just like people emotion.It glows in them.It had been quite a while since I have last talk to you and it seems that our friendship was only until this end.We are lack of trust but sometimes I really wonder why.Is it due to experience?Ethnicity?..Well it's your choice.Even if I barely tried to help you because you never looked for me in the first place..

You are the one that could bring my emotion high and down at the same time.And sometimes I wonder why.We are two different individual and yet we have the same thinking.Though you never really show it in reality,it seems understandable.Everyone out here just want to have fun and suffer later on.To their mind,money and work come first while they set back their education just by a mere three month.And to them it is only just three month which would gone by in a flash..It seems that all of us have forgotten the importance of education and well life..

"I could no longer act as an active role and could remain as a passive one only"

Even after so many days have passed since the last examination we last sat for,everyone are slowly to adapt and began to change their thinking on the working world.Some call it fun while some call it tiring.And because of such opportunity was given,many would neglect on their studies in the near future just because they desire for it.

There are love which shows their true affection towards one another but how many out there are willing to wait for their soul mate if they were told to.And if you were to left them just because you got tired of waiting,it means you are just toying with him/her.People say that they wanted to go to the end of earth to hold their lover hand or until death do us apart.Of course I know that this is a different type of situation but still possessing such affection for the other party is all it matter.No obstacles can be a blockage for love..

There are times right now and right here I feel something is wrong with my body once more.It felt like everytime I stretch,something felt punctured in my lower abdomen.And would usually get sore on the upper part.Could it be because I overwork myself too much..Or could just there be another reason for it..Should just stop thinking about it..

Off to work..