Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 8:47 AM
♥ Return
  Homecoming, I'm coming, my sweet mistake Summer's over, hope it's not too late I'm pacing, impatient, up in my head Taken back to the sidewalk where we met And carved out our names Do you remember that? I'm coming home, I'm coming home Did you take off while I was gone? I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you I'm coming home, I wanna know When all the leaves begin to fall If I'm falling, falling apart for you Descending, I'm spinning, lost all defense How could you swallow me again? I left you, I meant to, couldn't let you in Never mind a single word I said Carve out your name Do you remember that? I'm coming home, I'm coming home Did you take off while I was gone? I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you I'm coming home, I wanna know When all the leaves begin to fall If I'm falling, falling apart You've got control of me, is this the end of me? 'Cause I just can't cut up the strings I'm coming back for more, don't let your heart go Please don't walk away Homecoming, I'm coming I'm coming back I'm coming home, I'm coming home Did you take off while I was gone? I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you I'm coming home, I wanna know When all the leaves begin to fall If I'm falling, falling apart I'm coming home, I'm coming home Did you take off while I was gone? (Homecoming, I'm coming, my sweet mistake) I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you (Summer's over, hope it's not too late) I'm coming home, I wanna know When all the leaves begin to fall (Homecoming, I'm coming, my sweet mistake) If I'm falling, falling apart for you This song entitled "Home Coming" by Hey Monday.I chose this song as to remind ourselves that such small incident like loosing a family member could break us apart even if our relation were in good term it could all become bad just by loosing the one that we all cherish the most.This is who we are and what we are.Because we would never really want to lose someone so special and dear to us just like before.The late of my white cat,seeing her take her final breath brings great pain and grief towards all of us..Though within that period of time,we all did not really want to move on either with our studies or our life.We kept mourning over and over again day and night till we were told that she had done her part in this world and its best for us to move on to let her live in peace. Those were the memories that is quite hard to forget because as I looked outside of my house I could still remind her burial days.Now our new happiness had shifted among these two new family members and yesterday night the male one finally came home which brought joy to us as we rejoiced in happiness.It was like a dream came true to me.Maybe my prayers were answered.Whatever it is I'm thankful that he finally came home to reunite with his sister.And now I could see her playing cheerfully with someone who is the same species as her,who understand for what she is.At least my worries have been eased by his returned.. "It's really a miracle."
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 10:19 AM
♥ One after the other
I should just go and do something else.One after another these tragic event keep happening to me.To prevent me from getting any effect with these happening by my mentality I should just get my mind of it.I need to find something which won't remind me of the last few entries.. It felt so wrong To take something That don't belong to you As it would hurt the owner Have you ever felt That feeling of losing Someone that you loved So much and took care Of it when its young So many things Have happen And now I felt uneasy For others and myself I have to keep looking For him As he meant someone Special to all of us
@ 9:38 AM
♥ Empty
  These kitten brought happiness towards me and each of them did play their part.But now one of them is missing.Not leaving a trace behind for us.It had been two days without him by the side of his older sister who is mostly black in color.As I see her face,I felt that she was sad,not having someone to play with someone who was the same kind as her who understand what she is.We as owner take care of them but having a companion to them is by the same species.Everytime as I glance at her own emptiness just by lying down,it made me felt sorry for her.She had spent with him for so long of her life ever since they were side by side sleeping when they were just born.But now she sleep alone night by night.All of us had tried to look for him but to no luck..A possibility of someone taking him in..but why ours?!He was a part of our family... Tried to take a picture Of love Didn't think I'd miss her That much I wanna fill this new frame But it's empty Tried to write a letter In ink It's been getting better I think I got a piece of paper But it's empty It's empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty And I even wonder If we Should be getting under These sheets We could lie in this bed But it's empty It's empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty Oh oh Oh oh Oooooh Oh oh Oh oh Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty (Maybe we're trying) (Trying too hard) (Maybe we're torn apart) We're empty (Maybe the timing) (Is beating our hearts) We're empty This song entitled "Empty" by Click Five.And this is how she is feeling right now..Day by Day we wait and as the sun set we hope to see him to walking at our doorstep yet it never really came.Till now we are waiting..He is a part of the family and when one is gone it affects the rest.We would never give up the search to look for him because that is how much he meant to us.I hope that he would come back as soon as possible.None of us want to look her as she space out in her own world.She might be a cat but still they do have feelings and who they mix with..And to me I don't treat them just as a pet but a family..Both of them had done so much for us and this could be the only favor we could return and that is by getting them back together.. "Where are you now?Please.Come Back.."
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 6:42 PM
♥ Farewell
 What has come and gone should remain that way because nothing could change that situation.We had done many things for the thing that we went everyday after school and now we could only just be a mentor to them and watch how things unfold.It's time for us to rest and focus on our examinations even if our guts say that we wanted to be with them till the end but it's time to move on.We could grief on it for few days however we have other priority in life.I know the feeling of passing down our duty to the new member and how emotional it could be and still we need to go on our separate ways.That is how life works.. You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend, I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah! Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! La da da da La da da da La da da da da da da da da Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Keep holding on... Keep holding on There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through This song entitled "Keep Holding On" by Avril Lavinge.It shows that we need to persevere even if the times are hard on us as nothing come easy in life.When we need to step down,we let go our responsibility that they are used to with us.That responsibility that we hold on for so long are now being carried by them.It's tough at first but we need to endure it and then we would reap success out of it by our efforts that we realize that we could make a difference for other people too.. It's been a while since I talk some sense here but to me the time that I spent in my CCA just went so fast yet I never realized it when I was in Secondary 2-3 when holding up my position.Now is the time to just back-off and let the new one flew their wings,we would be the wind supporting them all the way.As these lessons of life is a learning journey for us no matter where we go,we would still remember them in our life and the memories that we have had as a group.It's been a great time to spent with even if our time was only limited.All I can say is that do your best. "Cherish the thing that you love the most before it's too late"
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 7:33 PM
♥ Leaving
 My emotions are stirring up..I don't get it.The source of my happiness is the thing that I have been cherishing the most and somehow or someway it's making me confuse..I still like them for who they are even if they change as these changes are their own decision and not mine.I don't own such rights to choose for them.I do not want to trouble anyone about what I'm feelings so I'm just gonna express everything here. Though the tides have change I still remain your friend truly Never ever once want to stab your back Yet I am never satisfied With that hunger which I have no clue That had been prolonging ever since I met you Sometimes I wonder Should I just move on And Leave you behind However these choices might be unwise To gave up on something That I had been cherishing the most I should just sit by a corner and just be alone from time to time.Maybe I could get a hold of myself from these crisis of time.Everything is coming true,people's attitude are changing and so is mine.. I should at least get a hold of myself because I need to be there for them.But everytime I see your face,it reminded me of my past and just make me even more confuse.I came to a standstill with those lost thoughts in my mind once more. When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along..
And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you
I've loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle we've won And with this vow, Forever has now begun...
Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you..
Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn't be living at all...
And I will take (I will take you in my arms) You in my arms And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong) Till the day my life is through This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Every word I say is true This I promise you
Every word I say is true This I promise you Ooh, I promise you...Another song by N'Sync "This I promise you" showing their care towards a person and to do the best they can for them never hurting them once more until they take their final breath in.They had been someone that made me never feel alone ever again and that is what I'm happy about even if I would lose them eventually because that small change make it memorable deep down.. I have been thinking lately and whatever choices they made/make.I would still be there for them because they have make me a different person for once..letting me have a taste of happiness which I felt that I am now satisfied..I should be happy with what I have and the times we had spent..It's time for me to return the favor even if it's more than I received once or the differences we once had that never resolved in the past.. "Sacrifice is the only word"
@ 7:02 PM
♥ Thoughts
 Today's weather is worse off in the morning and had cooled down in the evening..It felt so great to finally have the cool breeze of air blew through me.With so many commitment during the holidays,it would be a very busy schedule but if I would still be there for any of my friends. The weather had been acting weird lately and I have no clue what is coming next.The hot blazing heat from the sun or short-sudden rain.It's unexpected and the cause of it was global warming.Like I said, it's never too late to change although we are in the late stage with that strong desire of effort to change,nothing is impossible. Many incidents have happened and yet to happen and the more it happen the more I keep thinking..These thoughts are never ending to me as it would never really satisfy my emotions just for one day.I sometimes am in a blur with my situation through friends and classmates, I felt myself lost within the environment not knowing the answer for the purpose of why I'm standing there. Typing away in these entries in my blog make my memories have a rough idea on the thing that happened on each individual date.I have a mind that is not as sharp as it is and a very very poor memory with the things that happens around me.I don't remember any events that had happen so far even if people say it's a memorable one..Always wonder why I had such poor memory You have been a great mentor to aid us along the way in our studies and I am glad that you are my mentor as no one had ever put in so much effort and trust with your beliefs in us to make us achieve the results that we had done in our mid-year.Though time with you are scarce,I and some others would still remember you as someone special despite our disputes in class.I bid farewell to you.
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 8:14 PM
♥ Hey You
 Hey You Hey You Don't you give up It's not so bad There's still a chance for us Hey You Just be yourself Don't be so shy There's reasons why it's hard Keep it together You'll make it alright Our celebration is going on tonight Poets and Prophets would envy what we do This could be good Hey You Hey You Open your heart It's not so strange You got to change this time Hey You Remember this None of its real Including the way you feel Keep it together We'll make it alright Our celebration is going on tonight Poets and Prophets will envy what we do This could be good Hey You Save your soul little sister Save your soul little brother Hey You Save yourself Dont rely on anyone else First love yourself, then you can Love someone else If you can change someone else Then you have saved someone else But you must First love yourself, then you can Love someone else If you can change someone else Then you have saved someone else But you must first Hey You There on the fence You've got a choice One day it will make sense Hey You First love yourself Or if you can't Try to love someone else Keep it together We'll make it alright Our celebration is going on tonight Poets and Prophets will envy what we do This could be good Hey You First love yourself, then you can Love someone else If you can change someone else Then you have saved someone else But you must First love yourself, then you can Love someone else If you can change someone else Then you have saved someone else But you must first. This song is entitled "Hey You" By Madonna.This song holds a deep meaning to it and was played during Live Earth few years back.This song shows that a person should be the one to act to stop anything from happening before it's all just too late.We should not rely on others everything when we want to change something by our own effort.Though now we find it not sensible to save this world as we are just a follower of the government,in the future we would be that person who act without being told just to save the race of humanity.We might be able to save it if actions are taken as soon as possible. And it was we who wanted everything to hold in our hands.Factories to be run,generating electricity and the released of CFC into the air converting into chlorine atoms to destroy the ozone causing a depletion making our Eco-system having direct contact of sunlight from our only light source in the milky way. We have to act fast and these act should not be prolong anymore.If it did,it would be just too late for us to save our only habitat for survival even for us to last these generation with those animals along side us.These is the fight against global warming and it's up to us to resolve the problems we have created just to have evolution and advancement of technology within our control.. Everyone has a part to play to save this world!Our Earth "Now Or Never!"
@ 8:01 PM
♥ It's a drastic change
 What have we done until that the atmosphere is starting to go into a drastic change.The heat that we are experiencing now is far too worse than before..I have no clue what the main cause of this even though there are possible causes for such changes.These have hurt all of us in some ways and if no actions are taken we are just endangering our own species and the rest of them that is in our ecosystem.I know that they are innocent and all but have we ever thought about that..that we share this world with these animals even if we are the dominant species we have to respect their natural habitats and not causing harm to it.When we find on pictures on animals that have a very cute and adorable eyes,we felt that we had to save them because they are worth saving..I hope such actions to prevent the changes of these global warming to get any worse would be practice as soon as possible to prevent any more damage to the Earth.. "It's time to act and the time is now.."
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 5:38 PM
♥ Save You
Take a breath I pull myself together Just another step till I reach the door You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you I wish that I could tell you something To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I won't give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice Its drowning in a whisper It's just skin and bones There's nothing left to take And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better If only I could find the answer To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you I'll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall Oh you know I'll be there for you
(Ahahaha) If only I could find the answer To take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know (Oh) I wish I could save you I want you to know (Ohohh) I wish I could save you (oh)
This song entitled "Save You" by Simple Plan means something to me.Just by watching the video it show that people died from cancer and the time to save them was just too late as it was already in the late stage of the disease.If all of us can understand and want to help one another despite who or where we are and from or our economic-family background could really makes a difference in this world.Everyone in this world deserve to at least have a taste with the life that these world have offer even if us who have seen it felt bitter, we should at least give them a chance.No one has the rights to bad-mouth others that lack the basic capabilities in this world as a human.
All of us are born differently And such,we have different interest Our Interest soon became dream and eventually Goals That we would soon achieve it With our own effort and sweat To finally taste the sweetness of victory
Though no one could change who we are We ourselves could not blame them either Yet we must learn through this life As it is a learning journey for us No matter how much we hate it
Sometimes this answer lies under their nose But they never realize it As they do not even put in effort to find it In the end,they lose out
The time where we learn together Is coming to an end soon By then all of us would be apart Once more just like last year Forgetting the memories we once had.
@ 1:42 PM
♥ Another Dream
I saw myself crushed away at the place I enjoyed the most.It felt so real.And the feelings that I felt was unexplainable because I could not understand why was this happening to me.I did so much and in the end got kicked out.The tears that I was about to let go and flow through my face was uncontrollable as I walked back and forth to the path I am heading to which I have no clue where it is.And it keeps repeating until I sat down at one of its chair waiting for someone or something to happen in front of my eyes while I was waiting I looked around my surrounding and felt invisible.Once they cared about me and since I'm no longer part of them they treated me as if I was transparent.It made me realized that this was like a reality that is happening in front of my eyes..Maybe this is the future or my mind was just playing tricks..Well most people would say the second one because dreams are controlled by us and not created by itself because we can dream who we want or who to be or possess whatever we cannot have in this reality.But what if my dream tells the future of mine and maybe the rest of the world.It's hard to tell and when it felt the same that once happen in my dream and to reality my reactions were pretty much the same.What should I do..
"I had sacrificed so much and yet they said no one asked to.."
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 7:19 PM
♥ Reflection
 Standing in front of the mirror,we would see our own reflection and upon seeing that we reflect our own self;our character.We took everything for granted and because of that we never really achieve anything.We complain here and there and in the end we put the blame on them. As I see the final few lesson being taught,it made me see what had they done for them to suffer such hardship only on a class.Yet our repetitive actions were inevitable even if its the last few lessons with them.We were never once thought of putting ourselves in their shoes and how it is hard to deal with students that keep repeating problem against their own decision.And that chance of just following her choice was rarely seen during the lesson.I felt pitied.Because we had face this experience before and how our actions had made the teacher frustrated but not to the extent that made them uncontrollable.Though our actions were similar,no one could prevent it and all we can do is just apologize..Or else it could be just too late.. My actions today was not an accidental act but to reap something out of it and somehow I did.Though these incident had happened few days ago,our promise we made was not followed.I was hoping for that or those that would blindly followed me..And none did..However,pissing me off is not a good judgment when doing such act..As such,tolerance had to be present to prevent such mishap to occur in a class but this act would I never put a blame on.. "When will we stop to realize that we are childish..maybe when they are gone?.."
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
♥ Too Much Love?
 Love is something we have always dream about and share with another person.It does not have to be a soul mate but could also be someone that is always in our everyday school's life.Such love with compassion and caring they shown us to nurture us to become a better student,a role model for the school towards other school's student but not all wanted this.They follow their own desire tarnishing schools reputation.Yet none blame them as sometimes it would be too strict and that cause us to purposely do by our own accord. They who hold the knowledge teach us and everyone of them have different methods of showing it to us but most student never really want to adapt with what they have but stick solely with what they believe in with their friends or originally the root of the knowledge.They are afraid that they would lose this concept and mix them up and apply it wrongly.These had not been realize by them that even if we are not adapting to new teaching method,we are giving problems to them that is trying very hard to make us understand even if it took so many periods away for one topic.This blame is also merely our fault because when it was first taught we could not be bothered with it and when these topic would be coming out for examination we would complain that it had not been taught properly and they would get into trouble.They need to earn a living and we have to sympathize with it. Our reactions are very common and that is by doing the opposite of the teacher say which show that we become defiant just because the teacher did something we dislike such as scolding.Some say when they scold it meant that they care and some say that is just a bunch of nagging of words.Everyone have different view on looking upon their role model and it's not their fault to be the best as they can just to impress us or for us to like them the best. "Love.Expressed too much or Ignored?.We would never be satisfied either way.."
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 2:49 PM
♥ Mid Year Exams
 The last paper was given out today and many felt unsatisfied with the results.All I can say that we need to change with our attitude on studying as we are the new batch to face the new criteria of the 'N' level.Many have stressed on these criteria on our batch as they felt that it's more difficult to enter Secondary 5 then those previous batch.Books are the one that contain knowledge and just that visually written and yet practices of exercise is what make student understand the topic even more.If none would put in any effort,they would not succeed as the saying goes "You reap what you sow".However we as student also have other commitment in life and we could not really carry these much with us as we are still young.These might be usually be the case but to them it's not.And the only way to solve this would be multi-tasking or time-management for our studies and other commitment in life. Soon would be the June holidays and people would be going overseas and when they came back there is a slight possibility of them forgetting the things that are taught to them.It's natural to forget things and none could blame them.We don't have the perfect memory like an elephant to remember every single topic being taught to us or a single formula that make sense to us in the first place.These is the time of where we are in the state of crucial where by then time would no longer be on our side but against us resulting stress to build-up on us.. "Every Test counts even if it would be unaffected in our major examination as practice makes perfect"
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 5:59 PM
♥ Unstitched
 Today is the first day of we students getting back our examination results and many stared at their paper blankly either with the marks they got or how they had done.Some had suffered it badly while some were still unaffected by the outcome.All of us had tried our best in the previous week and some have came out success while some had not.It's a matter of effort we had put in as people always say that you would reap what you sow meaning if that we lack our own effort who is there to help us succeed without our own hard work.Miracles don't happen everyday and even if it does it would not reach to everyone life and because of that all of us had to be prepare for what lies ahead of us..Our acts determine everything..
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 5:38 PM
♥ The Poem-Attention Seeker
My Actions are unwise And Maybe what other say About me Is true My Own choice Brings myself to the floor It's because of that People hated me Till Now Why Am I having this feeling again Shouldn't I be forgetting it away I stood on the floor always thinking About things that are not sensible Maybe my actions are purposely acted As my mind is never straight He deserve to do what he think he should As I no longer want to fight anymore Days are numbered With me being confused A moment of happiness And the next Sorrowfulness Step by Step With this stupidity Recurring everywhere Just like Deja Vu
@ 4:51 PM
♥ Apart
 We have drift apart..And no longer what we use to have that special relation between us..I'm worried of my actions towards you as it might hurt you or come to a small misunderstanding between us which could lead our relation to be stretch even more.I don't want this to happen as I had regretted the choices that I have made in the past..I felt guilty as to use you..I'd act as my own gain and selfishness..And for that I'm sorry for any misunderstanding that had occurred.. Though we have never really been that great friends.I still look up to you and respect you for who you are yet you neglected me and I know why..I don't blame you nor would I blame anyone..This is how it goes as its just an endless circle of friendship among friends,families or colleagues and classmates.. Sometimes my own actions is despicable and I realized that,I would like to really just lay my head low so that I would not get into other people business of what their feelings or emotion or problems they are facing at that time..unless for some reason of urgency. These period have brought us to be apart as we could no longer come to an agreement with the things we want either lack of social,emotional or courage support it lead to this event which I would never blame you or anyone else.And for that I'm sorry for any misunderstanding that had occurred between us.. "I understand your negligence.."
@ 2:09 PM
♥ Aid
 This is what resembles us colors different types everywhere with different personalities that we have and sometimes or coincidentally it might be the same.I know we are who we are and nothing could change our character because this is what make us unique to be with other people.The quality that we share or possess that make others to like us even more. Few more days till the last paper of the examination and I really want to help anyone that requires them because at the very least I want them to pass and know that passing a grade with our own effort is much more felt like an achievement rather than cheating.All of us just need the right motivation and determination and also perseverance to do well in something that believe in. All of us learn at different pace of speed and it's well understood by someone who is teaching them a certain subject as they need time to understand topics that require a bit of thinking.However if this opportunity were not given, a student would just give up or lose hope in their subjects and could not be bother with it.I do not want that to happen as that is a waste of what these knowledge had offered to us rather than those that do not get the slightest chance to learn these.It be a hard and rocky road but through that three quality we possess we could go a long way even in our career life.. I hope that these might be able to reach those readers that wanted to give up in their studies and go on with their career life and when we are old enough we would regret for giving it up..And all of these aid can be given to you if you just ask for them as others might not know what you are thinking or don't understand a certain topic... "If anyone requires assistance,please approach me..I will try my best to help any of you.."
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 4:04 PM
♥ Space and Beyond
 We embark on a great journey when we are born and our knowledge were limited back then and once these knowledge were offered to us we took it for granted saying that there's still time to study.We are procrastinating everything and when we are mature enough we would regret our decision back then.What could make us realize that all of this are important and are needed to take with integrity..I just don't know what to say anymore though i don't blame anyone with what pleasure this life have given us..Maybe it's just too much.. We are not different and our own kind root which is human beings.And we don't differ much by our skin tone,races or religion or even our dialect.Though we never realize it but we are the same kind however we possess such character that always wanted to be the superior of one another and command the weaklings due to that power they lack to realize that we are all the same kind.I hope that this kind of arrogance would not venture into other life forms in this universe..And get our only source of habitat in danger for the future generation.. "We are all the same since the first human that touch in this world"
@ 3:25 PM
♥ Connection
 All of us are connected through threads of generation from our ancestors.Yet we never realize our root of who we are and where we came from.We neglect our parents advise or even love and only accept their gifts to meet with our demands.We wanted to be someone who is respected and yet we do not know the basic of that which is to respect them who had sacrifice their savings for our needs.We need to change and do this simple thing as it could make a big difference because in the future we might be treated that way one way or another through friends or our future families. Days have passed since the start of our examinations and there is still people who are not willingly to learn.Like I have said before it's hard to study at first as we are not use to it but eventually as the time goes by we would adapt to that change as we wanted our future to be a good one.And it could only be done by our own will to start these change. "When will we learn?"
Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 11:09 AM
♥ Frustration
 The examinations are still on going with a few more left up ahead.Now is the weekend to finally have a good rest and polish up some skills.Whenever our examinations end and we look at the answers we felt frustrated and with that frustration we became stress..Why didn't we wrote that? or How could I forget such a simple phrase? and these stress are unhealthy for us because we usually express them on people that have done nothing wrong to us and might affect the relationship between them.. All of us can get easily frustrated anywhere in our life even our homes..We dislike things that people always keep repeating in our head over and over again and the more they do that our hatred grow even more against them..We should never let this happen as we are in control of who we are and what we are.. For now I don't really want to think deeply into anything I just want to relax..My mind have been fogging with too much stress since last week and one way to do that is get a hobby and I have no idea what is mine..Well whatever it is I would find it someday.So I'll be up for any activities that have been organize.. Sometimes I find my blog not quite sensible as all of this depends at that moment of Time of what I felt and when I look back I was wondering why I feel that way..A place to express what I truly felt or act as one.Well I'm not sure for now.. "Frustration is unhealthy if a user experienced often"
Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 12:59 PM
♥ Beyond the edge
 Nowadays examination are getting harder or in other words beyond our expectation.People are still willing to learn and apply the knowledge they learn on the questions and yet during the period of the examinations our mind went blank.Is it because of our nervousness that make our hard work of memorizing just vanish in that examination hall.All of us should be well-prepared for our examination including our mindset of at least trying our best with our effort.It might be hard but still all of us required the same thing effort and perseverance in doing well.Few more months later would be our 'N' level examination and that would determine our final year in this school.It have been a great place to learn and make friends and through the ups and down we have gone through as a class and promoting as one.All I can say it's a memorable journey of my secondary years. Nevertheless,we should never rely on what would come out specifically as that would sometimes make us so focus on a certain chapter and forget the rest.It's not a mini-quiz/test which focus on a specific chapter but varies through our secondary years knowledge which we have learn a lot back then just that if we either remember them or not.Still it only lies upon our own will to study or not..Something to change that is.. "We should be well prepare and stay vigilant at all times"
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 5:18 PM
♥ Motive
 What can we learn from people are their mistakes,like I said before we are not perfect so on so forth and that is one way how we could improve ourselves.We could also seek the knowledge from other people if we need them and not neglect it just because of our own selfishness or shyness.In this world we learn as we go about,everyone and everything that exist in this world.We need to accept the fact that we are not the smartest person yet.And this decision only lies upon our own will. Violence should never be carried out against others.It's wrong because we do not know to what extent it might hurt that person as this circumstances make the outcome unpredictable.Though this conflict could resolve on such simple task just by talking and yet we never realize it and let our anger took control also at the same time making your impression towards you on other people negative.We are the one who controls emotions and regardless what health state we are we are still in control and could not blame on our sickness... "Are you willing to sacrifice your selfishness in turn for knowledge?It's up to you and only you yourself"
@ 4:57 PM
♥ Hiding
I don't mind what life had offered me to juggle between my studies,family and friends.Tomorrow will be the start of the examination once again and all I could do is wish for their own effort and success to reap few weeks ahead..
Every morning the weather would be dark and at the end of our day it felt like it's burning our skin.I don't know but I see that the weather is getting from bad to worst and is deteriorating ever since then.Global warming they say..seems we are suffering rather than our future generation.We as student don't have rights to voice what we feel but that still does not change the fact that we should be defiant against a teacher unless they are the one who misuse such authority given to them.I feel that all of us should be responsible for our actions even the slightest mistakes as I stated in my previous entry minor mistake could make a difference.Maybe they might put up a mannequin face in front of us and the otherwise behind our back.I know that all of us are not perfect with the feeling of hatred and regret and all that but still we should not let that hatred grow.
For now,I just need time to rest,it felt tired everyday after lessons ended.I don't know why but I just want to sleep once the bell ring with me daydreaming away.
"I carry another burden and I will do so as it's my own responsibility for creating such"
Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 3:17 PM
♥ The Ribbon
Many days have passed since my last entry and the exams are starting soon once again on Thursday.I believe that many would have started their revision by now.It's been a while and I have been thinking about the things that is on my mind.The problems that I need to solve.There are possible scenario for it to happen and the consequences that we need to take care of because a minor mistakes can change so many things in a situation.
The time when I made a promise to someone it was something quite serious and was the only solution to solve it.I promised her that things should be voice out first with the person that we hold grudges against on but if not it lead to none other than violence.A ribbon show that it has one way to go through and through that overlapping of the ribbon made a possible of two ways.When it just lie straight,there's no way to take our time to think the situation thoroughly.For now I will refrain from my usual action.
School has been quite normal these days with revision every lesson.And this might be our last year or maybe next year to see the final faces of our friends as working with them in groups for lesson.Some have different places to go to and it's their choice to go to that place.We don't have the right to force them to go with us if we somehow would miss them.
It's the way That I wanna go No one or Nothing Can stop me along the way
It's a dream for me Even if I'm missing you Everyday and Every night It's everywhere around me
Somehow there are things that are needed to sacrifice And we all gotta understand For the sake of our future To be who they thought we are
Yet all of us neglect their action To achieve what we really want Our goals and ambitions That we really had along the way
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