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Its 2PM.
Jun Su, NichKhun, Taec Yeon, Woo Young, Jun Ho, Chan Sung.

Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
♥ Attention
I have been noticing lately and it is sometime quite irritating that people just keep staring me with their two eye as if I was a prey to them..I know the reason but sometimes I felt like its a mockery to me..sometimes I felt offended but could not take action because it's also not their part that I'm disfigured..My friend told me that first my hatred would change into loving the world and would eventually turn back to hatred once back as time goes by and sometimes I felt its true..The negativity is starting to come back..I feel like I'm not being myself..I'm just drifting myself apart soul and body away..Maybe it's fate?..I don't really believe in such well only for some occasion which rarely happen..Too much attention can sometimes be annoying and could be felt as like pressure..When someone keep looking at me,I looked back and think did I do something wrong to him?,did I met him before somewhere?,Do i owe him something in return?.A lot of questions keep coming into my mind when a party stares at me and more would come into my mind if there's more than one party..I could not help it and I could not really blame them..During that moment I felt that I just want to be invisible to them..Maybe they won't stare at me much..


"It's sometimes too much for me to get that attention"

Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 12:52 PM
♥ Dark Rain
After 4 hours of wait for our test results,something change that mood of studying into daydreaming.When I got mine,I felt glad that I somehow manage to get below than 19 points and yet some thought that I could have done better..Hearing those words really make my mind uncertain of the fixed goals that I have set for this year..I thought what I have done that could result in this..My own slackness..differs my grades so much..Upon hearing those words I thought deep down that it was really not well done even if i get below than the criteria for next year..I respect and admire most of the teachers in my school as they are the one that pass their knowledge to us and their advice is quite meaningful..I don't really want attitude to be the cause of the problem but yet I see that it's the only root problem to the grade I had got..This year I tried to talk to socialize even more,opening more to people and enjoy more leaving behind those negative things I once had last year..The hatred of everything in this world that was forgotten behind..I'm now in a daze should I change myself to my old negative me or just keep on with my current life..At this rate I would get confuse and will never be able to cope with what I have as my commitment ..I hope that the answer would come soon..I just hope it's the right one again..

"I hope the sky would be clear enough for me to see"

Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 7:17 PM
♥ A Giving
People are willing to take care those that are still small critters which to them is that they looked by the appearance of a person..I understand more and more as my school life went on and beginning to make new friends as the part of changes in my life..If there were no one that reach out to these small critters in need they would either survive on their own or would suffer till the end out of famine..I still felt unsatisfied about my current mood because I wanted to really make a difference just like helping those small critters in need..It might be a tough one challenge but I really hope that I could get the support from my friends to overcome it..Times still went by and tomorrow would be the last day of the term..All of us would barely see one another for one week and during that time a lot of things could happen..Hope that none would create trouble..My mind keep drifting away from my friends and I ignore their conversation..I hope that I could change this habit or just kick out of it..Everyone counts in this world no matter our size,IQ,height,background or whatsoever reason to help one another being a better person..There are still room for me to improve and I'm willing to work hard for it..To people they see me as an innocent person that would never be the one causing problem in their life and if it remain as that than it should remain as it is..It's better to be simple than complicated...

"Providing assistance is simple.Held out your hand to them"

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 5:40 PM
♥ Our Next Fall
It's been so long since my last post.We will be having our holidays soon..Few more days and the school would close once more..I felt quite restless everytime I reach home but I will finish tasks that are due on that day..In school,the friends that I once had barely knows me and I would always felt guilty because in some way I was neglecting them..I would never give up to be friends with someone I do not know..All of us deserves a friend regardless the circumstances we are in because thats what we all need right now in our school life..I hope that everyone would try their best in their upcoming exams and try to score well for their own future..There are times when I always felt clueless about things and I'm quite glad that there are people out there correcting my mistakes..I guess it will last..March Holidays coming soon..we will never see each other for 1 week and I see that performing arts members are busy with their SYF and yet they have to balance with their studies..I pray hard for their success..For now I would rest my mind..And the hatred that I once had in this world is fading away..I wondered what had made it to go away just like that..Maybe it's my school..A place that I truly enjoy my happiness there..despite the rise of irritation between students and teachers


"From far,there is always someone supporting them yet they don't realize it.."

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Name: Tirmuzi;
Nickname: Takuya;
Birthday: 29 September;
Horoscope: Libra
Location: Singapore;
School: SGSS Pri(1998-2004)Sec(2005-2010).
Temasek Polytechnic
MSN: takuyakanbara29@hotmail.com

I'm someone who is
Cheerful;
Easy-Going;
Caring;
Loyal;
Gullible;
Understanding;
Supportive
Warm-Hearted
Friendly
Emo at times
Forgiving
Humble

Likes
Milkshakes;
Cotton Candy
VitaSoy;
To Be Alone;
Day-Dreaming;
Relaxing;
Listening to Music
Fruits
SoyaBean
Dutch Lady Milk

Wishes
Remember my Childhood;
Dreams

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Grow Fat [Priority]

Die

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