It's a time for a new beginning..Forgetting the past and renewing our friendship for this brand new year and the things that are ahead of us.However I still don't really understand myself and keep getting forgetting those details about me..as if someone do not want me to remember them..Finding my true self keep getting harder and harder as the time goes by..All I just want is a true happiness and forgetting those negative thoughts..I thought i could do it since its a new year..Still there is some time left..I hope there's time..Since school close after the Chinese New Year Celebrations,my friends that once I enjoy talking to find me annoying,irritating and maybe just a nuisance..I understand if they don't want me there I could just walk off of their life and they would never see me again..My conversation are often interrupted so what's the point right just for me to talk..I rather sit alone and sleep..Yet there are still people who are still not able to accept for who I am after few months that I'm with them they still treat me as a troll appearance who live in a cave for centuries and just been discovered by a group of people..Well no one is perfect and their taste about people is made to be that way..I understand that and if you don't want me to get close to you I will back off..You will never understand what I feel now..
"The time has come for the world to see such a significant event.."
