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Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
♥ Lost Mind
 Now the time for me is changing,everything is so tight and it keep getting strain day after day..My mind is completely lost in this world..I do not know why but every time I wake up from my sleep I do not know what to do next during that day. .My mind and soul is not unite as one anymore yet it kept becoming distant..The cause of this problem which I'm not really certain of make me quite curious even more but I just could not figure it out..I want to let myself out but how..Everything is a blur now..Nothing is right..Everything is going the opposite way through people,things and such that exist in this world..I am lost in this world and so does my own self..Everything is going apart..I felt that I'm dead inside and soon it would spread to the outside..It's like a contagious disease..I just don't know what is the cause of this..A lot of things have happen recently and make me realize that there is something that hold the key to everyone true feelings..Everyone is different in their own way..Some are natural or born to be a cheerful type and some are to be rich and so on so forth..Yet all don't really understand why they exist in this world..
"Wanting to find the answer make it so hard to search it out in this big world.."
Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 1:16 AM
♥ Senior Year
 The day of our year together when we first met is coming to an end soon and soon we would be waving goodbye and wishing the best for each individual future.The time are great that we spend together as we bond with one another despite who we are.I might be a nobody in this world and you might be a somebody but that does not really make a difference for who we are.The scores that we get last Thursday was quite satisfying as I see that not much people have fail this year as they work hard for it..Still all of us are going and our friendship from the day we met keep becoming distant day by day..The time that we step in our first year in that school make us wanting the mind to change into a somebody or be different for once than in previous year..This end of the year was a fable tale and no one ever knew what was coming next..We were waiting for things just to happen or hoping to right in front of our very two eyes and get on with life..We might break down but that is just natural..we could not take the things that are happening around us and no one would blame you if you express it to them..
I would miss those day when we spent together as friends mixing with different races accomplishing tasks that were given.Teamwork that we use to deal the problem and turn it into a solution making use of every advantage that we had.Through hard times that we suffer together it make our friendship even stronger and ever-lasting.All of us might go on our separate way soon but our memories would still be treasured among by each of every individual heart.No matter where we go we must have a vision and dream to strive for our goal and the source of happiness that motivate us all the way.We might make new friends as the time goes by and we have to still try our best to remember not to make the same mistakes again..It's quite a memorable thing to have gone to a school that you never really expected that much until the end of our senior year knowing how meaningful and understanding one another...
"Let shake hands,forgive and let bygone be bygone"
Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 3:32 PM
♥ Ignorance
 It was a thing that should be expected from before the time we step in within the compound and yet we still continue to go on..Argument rose between friends due to the lack of direct planning and still more and more keep coming on..Friends or Stranger we are still the same but only different from our own characteristic..I do not really understand why and how it could be possible that such in a short time there are so many "unlucky" things happening on that same night..I'm not jealous,biased or just pissed off..I had various thought in my mind on that current night..Some might have enjoy and some may not and it is quite obvious for me to see it for myself even if you don't really express it..All of us went our separate ways from the beginning but was still intact and soon as the night set in we take our separate paths and no longer see one another face..I also can sense that out of so many people only one bother to call us and the rest just ignore..Ignorance in a human is quite despicable but is not who that I stand in the position to decide but to you against your own rights..
"One by one left and soon we were separate from our own kind to the other"
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 1:56 PM
♥ Mental
 The sound of the music we hear everyday within our surrounding brings live to ourselves..My own self could not really handle the sound of this music anymore..it keep hurting my brain day after day and the sound that I kept recalling still marked within me..I want to forget it but to no success..Now I'm sensitive to the sound that I hear around me because it might disrupt my mentality of my self..It's a stuff that I really regret..What did I do wrong to deserve another suffering..Now the one that start the generation of this family is in pain..I want to take the pain away from her and just let me suffer it all..Since I have a few might as well take all of the burden around..Let them have a free life..Out of this whole population my life would not make much of a difference anyway even if I wail for help everyday..It's pointless and I just realized that..The school term is ending soon and everyone is going to their separate ways..and where will I go..I could not really bother anymore..One problem after the other keep piling up and up making me stress deep inside..
"Who will understand me.."
Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 6:47 PM
♥ Drift
 For the past few days,it was quite intense among friendship,tests and people attitudes..Most of you might know me well by then and what I would do to annoyed you..It's not my fault that I want to be this way..I looked around during these days to find something around the environment I'm in..Is there really the answer that exist within the place that I'm always in..Am I just blind? Though the day keep shining on and on and the one that understand ourselves is just our own self..People do not want to admit it and now all of us are drifting apart from friends or family..The length just grew..It's the hardest choice that we have to made when we have to go on our separate way soon.
The past would always bear within us and as the time went everyone would just forget,people might hate talking about the past but you can't expect everything in the world to follow the way you want..There are people who prefer to be alone when time to time and all of us must understand and respect their feelings..The things are just happening to fast for any of us to take it..A greater obstacle awaits us in 4 years time and the fate rest in our own hand..It might be devastating to be alone but there are really people out there who is just the same only they are surrounded with people that change their way of talking and attitude..It's not their fault..but those that surrounded that person..Understanding the situation than jumping to conclusion would prevent us from being apart...
"Will there be a new beginning?"
Wednesday, October 8, 2008 @ 4:51 PM
♥ Family
 Family make us unite as one as we are the same generations..Without them we are clueless because they are the one that would be there in most of our everyday life..I look around me to see how every family has change dramatically the young one do not respect the one that is older than them..Yet they use vulgarities against them and cursed them..It really felt that its a despicable world to live in if the family is made that way..Even if they face a problem,the young one should respect the other.. and not the other way around..People have really change and so does mine..Sometimes we who are the innocent one have to live in a environment with no choice but to follow order from the elders..It's unfair and yet we don't have the right to say what we want..It's a life that has change since back then..
"Ill-Treated in a place where we live mostly in our life, our heart would the one wounded.."
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Name: Tirmuzi;
Nickname: Takuya;
Birthday: 29 September;
Horoscope: Libra
Location: Singapore;
School: SGSS Pri(1998-2004)Sec(2005-2010).
Temasek Polytechnic
MSN: takuyakanbara29@hotmail.com
I'm someone who is
Cheerful;
Easy-Going;
Caring;
Loyal;
Gullible;
Understanding;
Supportive
Warm-Hearted
Friendly
Emo at times
Forgiving
Humble
Likes
Milkshakes;
Cotton Candy
VitaSoy;
To Be Alone;
Day-Dreaming;
Relaxing;
Listening to Music
Fruits
SoyaBean
Dutch Lady Milk
Wishes
Remember my Childhood;
Dreams
To do:
Grow Fat [Priority]
Die
JukeBox
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