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Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 4:06 PM
♥ Gone for good...
 During the burial of my cat, I thought that she would be safe and her body would be at peace like everyone's body when they are sleeping..However it took me by surprise because now I could no longer see her by her grave anymore just because they are making lifts in this area..I feel that its quite unfair and I always wonder is it okay just to dig her body out and bury it somewhere else..I always have this doubt as it is wrong to disturb a person who is sleeping..A door which made us feel calm between two worlds now ceased to exist..No matter what I do right now its too late and soon the memories we spent together would also fade away..Having to visit someone grave brings back a lot of memories and if that is gone we would forget about them
"Why must it led to this way..?!
Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
♥ Which meant more
 A Rose with a full scent of its beauty meant something.Teasing with names just because on how they look but have they ever thought what kind of knowledge possess that could benefit the rest..You might think that this might be full of garbage just because the person feel hurt and you don't but instead you enjoy the excitement.Look yourself in a mirror before you tell others..Its a mistake that people should learn because also every living thing has its flaw but we do not have the right to say that in front of their faces.They have feelings and so do we..understanding each other and learning their culture would make us understand even better..
In Life, there is nothing you want just appear..If you are lazy then your future will be a dead end..you might think that people are insulting you about your own life but its the fact that it would happen eventually if you don't really build back your mindset to study..Studying might be a bore because in this world no one would love to study rather than playing because its the way of life but all of us just have to bare with it for the sake of our own future..
"Look yourself in the mirror.."
Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 1:00 PM
♥ Misunderstood..
 When the time you scold someone you thought that they are in the wrong..Have you ever thought before you say it out loud knowing which person you are referring to.. I doubt so.. This week have been tough for me as my life could not really stable with the loss of someone that has been with us for so long..People always blame others about their problem but never really did blame themselves..Having to care for someone special requires courage and that courage would be broken once they are gone and we would find ourselves in the mist of our problems.. Everytime I saw you the one that always accompany her,I feel that you are someone special but everytime you annoyed us and we had no choice but have to made you go off..When her time was up,I could feel the pain that you want to shed because she is no longer with you..The feelings of loneliness does hurt alot..I hope that my heart could be patched up after her loss..
"Think before you say.."
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 10:51 AM
♥ I will still remember you..
 Everywhere I go,I would still remember you even though you are not here..but it still break my heart every time think about you and see you take your final breath.. We will still cherish you in our heart even though it would never heal..All of us are quite happy that you came into our life to bring the joy we never had and now you are gone the joy and laughter is gone.. I do not know why but it seems that you are the important part of the family to keep us together..I would always pray for you for your afterlife..and would try to patch up all of our broken heart in one piece..We would persevere till the end even without you by our side..Like back in those days when we first got you..you put us a smile because we have a companion with us..Now you are gone..for good
"No matter where we are,we would look up at the same moon"
Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 3:59 PM
♥ My Beloved Cat..
 Today is a day which I never really expected..My beloved Cat is now gone..She used to be the one that bring joys to the family and now she is not there.. Why must it happen today..Why must it happen to us..All of us broke down because we knew she is no longer there..I turn to her to problems even though she don't response it felt great to talk with someone..but now she is not here...Seeing her body lying on the floor it breaks my heart..She is no longer here the one that I could talk my problems with..the problem that I always brought back and forth from school to home and now I don't even have her..Why is it so cruel..Why Why Why!..I couldn't take it anymore..The one that we loved and cherish is now gone.. It hurts my mentality and it keeps getting worse..I would miss those days when we spend it together as a family with joy and laughter and wish there there is more time we would spend with her but I guess its too late...Farewell.." Regret is the biggest thing a human could have.."
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 3:54 PM
♥ Discrimination..
 Everywhere there would always be places where people would be discriminated due to their race or character..Nowadays people do not know the true meaning of human beings just because that we are different from each other.Every country has its own unique which made people attracted to..If we always felt discriminated in what we do and always get tore down, don't you think its quite unfair for us..All the things we do and in the end no one even bother to look at it even though we put in so much effort in it..People should learn that everywhere there are people out there with different races and we could learn from them about their cultures..Discrimination would bring a huge impact to everyday life when you are the only one dealing with the entire population of the world..Believe in everyone is the most important thing because no matter what we look like we are still the same inside..No one should ever have the right to discriminate anyone just because of some personal hatred or someone or something told to do so..
"One People,One Nation,One Country.."
Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 5:29 PM
♥ The Road to Nowhere
 When people always look ahead,they thought that its just too far to achieve it..the path is too long but they did not know that its worth it because every patience would reap reward and at the end of the path there will be something that would reward us..Everyone should believe that in this world you can do anything if you just believe it and a strong determination..People would look up to you if you are a person which make something happen that others could not do..As the clouds passes above my head there would be sometimes raindrops or just a glow of light shining from above..I know that it may take a lot of time but its worth sacrificing.. Everyone should understand each weakness and not use to their advantage and support whenever they could..we might not be the same but as one country our heart would strengthens mentally..
"We can go far..No matter how ridiculous it may be there's a possibility to make it a miracle"
Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 2:39 PM
♥ It meant something..
 When you say those words to me,it strike myself and made me wonder..Why did those word came out from you..Everyone never really learn from their mistakes and keep saying sorry but not meaning those word..For other people they felt that it's real and would give them another chance for them to prove it that they could change eventually people would just had its limit and burst off...People nowadays should learn and care for others because even a single word could hurt another person feelings even though it might be not our best friend we should at least do our part...
It feels terrible if you have to scold or nag about another person's life and tell them how they should behave...Everyone have their own life and they can choose what path they want to take but they never really think that people telling this it is good for them and to have a different thinking about the things they always do wrong..A person who is older than us we would look them as a guider which bring us to the correct paths..If they are not there what would happen to us..Some may say that they could stand on their own feet but everyone have its own weakness and that is where they come in...
"Everyone has a guardian..From Far or Near we would never know"
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 @ 9:30 PM
♥ Too much..
 Having a life with no meaning or saying that having no future its quite pointless..A Rubber band will get it shape back if you stretch is for so many times just like a human which is lazy will be given chances..but if it is stretched too long it would lost it shape and if a person abuse that privilege just escaping from doing the things they need to do for their future they would be wrong..Everyone would be given a second chance or so but people kept abusing it..Have you ever felt how its hard if you were the one that is dealing a person like this in doing the things you must accomplish for your future..Please think for yourself and don't do anything stupid..just to show your self...Some people meant the word they say but do you think you meant yours..People would always think that cheating would be the easiest way to score well in an exam..Have they think that if they cheat they never really learn anything..It is like a temporary memory which will dissapear once the test is finish..To do well all of us need to work hard..in life nothing comes easy and going the way you wanted it to go..When I see a person cheat it made me think why would they want to cheat for their own future..Is it really worth it?Everyone's life have a balance amount of obstacles that we faced and can overcome it with the people that we are around.. its a matter of asking for help if you need them...
"No one is born stupid all of us just have to persevere.."
Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 10:19 PM
♥ A Photohraph
 When I always see people snapping a picture, I would always avoid it..I knew that this is the time that I realize that I felt in a standstill when hearing those pictures being taken..I would always wanted to just hide myself...I didn't know what to do no more my friends would always ask to persevere but what is there to persevere when there is nothing really good about myself..I always stand on an edge of a railing and always wonder what does it feel like just to hit on the floor..Would anyone even bother to help me...I know that people would eventually has to get use to it and move on their life but have they thought that what if there is no future if people are so BIASED about how people look..When people give me a compliment, it broke my mind apart..I know that they are being sarcastic one way or another or some that just say directly is too much..I know that people have their own life and some that are born with perfect everything and some that are not that perfect but why is life that BIASED why couldn't they accept for what people are..Friends I knew that you would say ignore those kind of people but have you ever imagine living or working in a community where people would judge on your looks rather than your performance..I'm not trying to say that looks count..is just that why couldn't they just understand..
"Photographs..they might be memories but to who when they are gone.."
Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 7:53 PM
♥ The Moon
 Leaving the world would meant something..Knowing that the moon consist of nothing its a place where people would look for if they want to live in loneliness..Today was a hard day as I couldn't see myself clearly..What was I doing?...Doing the things you loved and not being successful would tore me apart..It felt that I'm a burden to everyone else that is waiting on me and in the end I didn't make it..It broke my life apart knowing this to carry such a heavy problem even though the others did not really care about me..I did tried hard and I did what I could do but I just could not reach it..I always felt during the night its so peaceful because everyone would turn in sooner or later and it felt quite serene..No matter where I've gone there is people who always break me apart..Even if I want smile for a few seconds,someone would be there to just take that away..A short moment of my happiness became a long moment of bitterness and hate..
"I thought you would be there to help me but you joined them instead.."
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Name: Tirmuzi;
Nickname: Takuya;
Birthday: 29 September;
Horoscope: Libra
Location: Singapore;
School: SGSS Pri(1998-2004)Sec(2005-2010).
Temasek Polytechnic
MSN: takuyakanbara29@hotmail.com
I'm someone who is
Cheerful;
Easy-Going;
Caring;
Loyal;
Gullible;
Understanding;
Supportive
Warm-Hearted
Friendly
Emo at times
Forgiving
Humble
Likes
Milkshakes;
Cotton Candy
VitaSoy;
To Be Alone;
Day-Dreaming;
Relaxing;
Listening to Music
Fruits
SoyaBean
Dutch Lady Milk
Wishes
Remember my Childhood;
Dreams
To do:
Grow Fat [Priority]
Die
JukeBox
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