Today was a new week with everyone faces looking so bright but as I see this I felt a huge guilt in me..Was I right or wrong..Someone told something to me today and it reminded me a lot of the pasts that I had and I could only remember the bad time..I felt like breaking down but held firmly thinking of someone special that has always help me along the way..But I know that these time that people are just concern to me out of pity..My Memories would become like a drip of water and dissapear on the spot..It felt insecure not remembering all the good times I had during the past even if I was a little child..I wish that I had done something to that person but now its too late..I barely utter a word to that person..A savior or a guardian that would bring my hopes and dreams high even when I'm in the mist of doubts..Like a Shining Sun which shone the path for us to walk rather in darkness.."Friendship would not last that long how long would our one hold.."
♥ Losing My Edge..
I could not believe that it's happening again when I was in primary school and it happen to me right now..I thought that it was forgotten long ago and yet it came back to me at this moment of time..It felt different than before..Its a thing that I wish not to do but have no choice to decide..The moment was quite fast for me and it overcome me..since then I have lost all my interest in everything..even to school..Everyday my life keeps getting bored even though I tried my best to be happy but it seems that I just can't..My life keep twisting here and there and it's full of mystery.A mystery that i never really anticipate..The time that I have no choice but to follow it by force..Why must it come back..Why Now..Why couldn't it just dissapear..Its a struggle in my life to face this right now with all the things coming up..Tests..Exams..bearing with this problem i doubt i could pass my exams..It has made my life even harder..Who will be there to help me right now..
"Some pasts are better left untouch.."
♥ GoodBye...
Everyone is just the same and they are made of the same thing..Why must they treat each other differently?!Why has the world change so much?!Why Why Why?!?!Everytime people who are the victim would wonder this question in their head and they would feel what a burden they have become..I know how it feels even though I'm not there experiencing it..Going to a new school means a new beggining for us and leaving all the bad memories behind as the past..Hoping to find a new friend or life in that school may be wrong because everywhere its the same and people would never change even though we are at different school and influence by other people..Don't you think how life is weird by meeting a different person having the same attitude when we left all our past behind..Now I believe that we have no other choice..even if we struggle that much in the end we would suffer but i know for sure that i would not give up for the things that i believe in and trust...People may fear but should know whats right for us..Believe will bring us a long way even though I have suffered alot...But still its quite unfair...when can we revolt..
"Persevere may be hard but its worth it.."
♥ Times Flies..
♥ Unfairness..
