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Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 4:13 PM
♥ Do you believe in this?
 Do you guys believe that the world is coming to an end or do you guys not?I every time wondered to myself about this matter if it came across my mind...Are we gonna survive or die?What will really happen?We never could actually know what will happen...Will we be separated from our loved one and friends?!Will then we be lonely?We will feel the loneliness in us if this happen.....We do not really know when it will happen but i think some "people" will be there to help this world from being doomed...I just wish I am......
Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 6:42 PM
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 I am so alone...Friends do they really trust me in what i say or are they just playing with me...Playing with my emotions..Are they trying to get me back from what i really used to be like in my previous lifetime..Do they really want it?Are they certain?!I believe that most of my friends are kind but some are not they also have different likes and hates among people but just some of them its weird...They express it in a different way...and i....I just don't know what to do anymore...Should i move on or back off...This option lies within me only and I shall decide soon......
Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 12:03 PM
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 What do i have now..NOTHING!Tomorrow is a brand new day...Same Lesson,Teachers,Friends...but its different this time its quite different than it use to be tomorrow...Some of the things we do will do...My mind will be at ease at least once...Thanks for those who help me along the way...You have your loved one and you should treasure it and not meddle with them if not you wont have anyone for your care and concern..including your family members if you disrespect them until they are fed up of you..meant what you said...cherish it..love it...remember that in your mind...Its all what you've got in your life...You could not get anything by asking people to do it...Think twice before doing anything
Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 2:11 PM
♥ Haiz
 I have to think alot today...I'm wondering ever since my friend ask me if i have a crush or not...Its weird though...Do i have a crush or not..Whats a crush..Why must there be a crush and not love?!Sometimes when im around "her" I feel like I have a crush towards her...But when shes not there I feel alone..She cute,make me laugh and comfort me whenever she look at me when im down...What if she left this world,What will i do..Will I Die beside her?Or will i cried for the rest of my life...She's a great girl! I really like her but she do not know that herself!
Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 4:44 PM
♥ Oh...
I and Imran gonna sing ... thats awesome right this mondae!Pls dont come find us after school we just sing for fun hahahhaha but this would be fun i guess coz we never tried to sing solo before...wish us luck!
Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 7:16 PM
♥ The Time Has Come
Well theres nothing much to say i guess..Only "it" is currently acting kindda weird too weird i guess...You guys wont believe what i meant anyway...Well just hope i could do "it" for the sake of other people too...Not all people are innocent just some of them i guess i hope that i have enough will power to do "it"
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 2:54 PM
♥ So many Incidents
I saw a lot of bad things happen today...I saw it with my own eyes..has the bad luck came back to ask with no signs...Although there are many incidents some are a weird one that was express in..I wondered to myself what if that was me..me who was involve in that problem i wouldn't smile even one bit.I would admit my mistakes and never commit it again its weird to see other people smiling away after being punished.I try to see what its like to being punished.I may express my feeling always in a negative mood but we all have people to support us and i believe that they could make me happy somehow i believe in them.....
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 2:04 PM
♥ Nothing to do
The whole day i have nothing to do,wash shoes,watch tv,surf the net,listen to music,sing here and there still not much to do...i feel so bored today too bored..tomorrow arabic exams learn abit abit...playing audition for someone too hard cant lvl up uses to much den..play alot of games but getting sian might as well go out i guess but its raining no idea what to do right now maybe play in the rain i guess
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 5:01 PM
♥ I couldn't believe myself either
Now i have a massive headache...i couldnt believe myself either...I just really couldnt believe mysel...I really give up on living this world...I really do...I just couldnt take anymore of its consequences already....Leave...me....alone.....I...want....be....alone.....
@ 3:03 PM
♥ Alone after school
I want a person to accompany,talk to me,make me feel like this is where i belong..I really felt alone after school hours not knowing what to do anymore....I may put up a happy face during school hours but all of you may not know what i deal with after school....
Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 8:14 PM
♥ It did not last long...
Well today is the starting of the school day after the incident.I somehow started to get back my happiness back...I felt quite happy at that moment but it did not last that long i guess.....Didnt like what happen after that....This is not what i expected it to be after a long day holiday...I am still quite clueless on everything i do that is not related to studies...Try to find help when i needed those who understand my inner personalities...Those who are just like me would understand what kind of situation i am in now...I just need a friend when in need.....
Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 10:23 PM
♥ Since the Day of the Incident
Ever Since it happened there is still no progress in me.It remains the same for this past few days...I sometimes feel weird being around with other people...So i avoid most people and dont communicate well..I have lost some of my friends....if this keeps on then i would not have anyone to talk to i try to maintain a stable friendship with all my friends and they would understand my situation im currently going through..I hope they wont leave me....
Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 12:15 PM
♥ I just don't know what to do anymore...
I'm clueless...really clueless in this life of mine...I can't stop thinking about it..I was used to it last time because I had other things to think of but now i feel so free and people reminded me of what i am...I just dont know what i should do right now...I need help...A different kind than a usual help
Thursday, August 9, 2007 @ 2:04 PM
♥ Oh No!!!
I feel quite shocked...I feel quite sad...I've just realized...This is not who i think i am...I feel useless...I dont think i could fit in anymore...I must go out...Out of the world...People would faint...People would be shocked...I dont want to talk about it anymore...Just Leave me Alone...I want to be alone...I could not share any of my feelings after the Concert at my school on 8/8/07...I just want to be alone...I couldnt believe myself...One Concert made me realize my mistake...A Huge Mistake of my life...What i was born to do...
@ 1:52 PM
♥ National Day
The day has come for Singapore to celebrate its 42nd Nation Birthday.I'm quite happy as they day come.Looking forward to watch National Day Concert on Television and next would be a singing show looking forward to that too.Wish you guys a Happy National Day.
Yesterday the choir performed,it was quite okay and i've watched some of the performance its quite awesome but sadly i do not have enough confidence to go SGS idol...Well tough luck for me...Only 4 finalist i saw at the SGS Idol...If only someone could sing with me during SGS Idol..Well theres hope for next year if i have enough courage to go...heh.
The Indian Performers were great especially the head-dancer.hes quite small that other of the choir member sae hes cute...lol..If only we sing A-capella but most of them might complain well Signing off...
Sunday, August 5, 2007 @ 10:10 PM
♥ Im sick
Well i am currently sick and i'm not sure if i'm gonna perform for the National Day concert.This is not what i expected but i have to bare with it.Well just hope its not that serious anyway...
Signing Off..
Saturday, August 4, 2007 @ 9:04 AM
♥ Hoping and Wishing..
Feeling quite sad today but not that desperate...Im hoping the things i wanted would come true today...This is quite hard for me...My Schedule is so tight..this is hard..Are there really people out there to help me from other part of the world?Just hope so...Please make it come true...
Friday, August 3, 2007 @ 6:38 PM
♥ Next Week...
Next week will be National Day and we will be release early from school.That's great!Right?Well some of us will be performing really looking forward to it.Hope we could achieve something we have work out since the last time we met...Singapore will be celebrating its 42nd Independence day.We gonna be in red...Thats awesome hope everyone wear it even the teachers =)
@ 5:23 PM
♥ Today...
I have been quite feeling low...not sure why either but i hope someone could cheer me up somehow.National Days are coming and some of us need to make cards well except for some people =p.Hope things would change for me and find some happiness
Wednesday, August 1, 2007 @ 3:39 PM
♥ Hey
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Name: Tirmuzi;
Nickname: Takuya;
Birthday: 29 September;
Horoscope: Libra
Location: Singapore;
School: SGSS Pri(1998-2004)Sec(2005-2010).
Temasek Polytechnic
MSN: takuyakanbara29@hotmail.com
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Easy-Going;
Caring;
Loyal;
Gullible;
Understanding;
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Warm-Hearted
Friendly
Emo at times
Forgiving
Humble
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Milkshakes;
Cotton Candy
VitaSoy;
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Day-Dreaming;
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SoyaBean
Dutch Lady Milk
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Remember my Childhood;
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